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[cubanchild72289]

people never like me as much as they do when they first meet me. i can't really determine why, maybe its because i used to be really depressing, maybe its things like this livejournal. but i just think people don't believe im as genuine as i appear to be. can i actually really care about you, more than i care about myself? well i put myself equal now, because i would neglect myself for someone else. but i really do care about you guys. i like reading these letters of recommendation, they make me feel like my life is building up to something. i'm becoming something, i've found myself, and i'm pretty happy with myself for once, for being myself.

mr. lynn's class discussion about alcohol i found pretty amusing.

steph lees did you read this entry?