Dec 16, 2003 13:20
okay honestly...cut it the hell out...I mean I love Jane to death, but ya'll have even turned her into a fighting machine, so can you just stop? This has been going on for a week and it's over. I have apologized, Amber has excepted my apology, and I'm sure that Sarah and Michael are over it as well. That's honestly who the fight was between, so I don't know why it had to turn into this all out brawl of who's school is better. I mean I still feel the same about some of my views on UF students...but ya'll feel the same about us that you did before too. It has gotten completely ridiculous and out of hand, I have 29 posts...twenty fucking nine?! and people are telling me to get a life?? I mean I understand, beleive me, first hand that when people piss you off, sometimes you act a fool, but twenty nine times people putting in their opinion? The storm was over and everyone, that is mature enough, had moved on and then I got three more responses, a week later?? telling me to get a life?? wtf? and I have a guess of who they were, even though two of them didn't sign their names (which is another thing, I can take it, if you're gonna talk shit about me, at least tell me who you are, don't be scurred) All I have to say is if you have the audacity to talk shit, have the balls to sign your name...and you better hope you are not who I think you are, because you do not know me well enough to form an opinion of me...I certainly do not like them...and if you think you've seen all of my bitchiness inside of me come out in that little post, I know you don't know me. I'm really not a horrible person I can actually be really sweet and caring to the people that treat me with the same respect. I have a long fuse, but once you get to the end of it..it's not pretty...and this has nothing to do with last weeks immature, childish school war, because I am over that and I know that the people involved are too. This is a whole new thing with people that I know do not know me but pretend to have an opinion about my content of character...hhhooookkkkaaay?! You know everyone's saying high school's over high school's over blah blah blah, but I didn't get the memo that said after high school's over nobody can make a mistake, or do anything they shouln't have done. Yeah we're more grown up, but I'm only eighteen years old, and I'm not ready to be grown up, and I certainly know that it's not time to stop growing as a person, you live you learn that's what life is all about. I'm sorry this particular life lesson of mine had to incoporate hurting other's feelings,but it's over...move on.
And to all of you who keep telling me to get a life, and high school is over, and anyone that talks bad about anyone else is just trying to make themeselves feel better....um hello, you're telling me none of you talk about anyone we graduated with?? I know for a fact that's a bald faced lie. I've seen it first hand with somebody I care about very much. The things everybody says about him are ten times more horrible, condescending and ignorant than anything I said in a tired old Journal Post about shit that happened in high school while I was mad. I really think that you need to first of all, move on from my bitchy episode last week, second of all, stop pointing fingers at me for talking shit, when I've heard at least ten people, and some of the people who I really never thought would say something like that, say completely more rude, incriminating, and hurtful things than I said, and stop posting in my journal, especially if you're not gonna sign your name...have a good Christmas!!
xoxo
Britt