this entry is dedicated to my bffe&e&e [ kelli ] im soo sry
Kelli im soooooooooo sorry bout last nite i dont kno wut came over me .. none of us do .. thats the problem with words... wunce said u cant take em bak... but wuld u rather be living a lie ? i mean we all have tlked behind each others backs u kno its true... nd friends are suppost to be honest nd we just told u that stuff cus we care bout u ..evn if it may not seem like it ..we really care bout u .. how can i go on without my bffe&e&e [ kelli elizabeth eberhardt ] , aka. dorker duo .. part of the fab fouir [ how culd we let laurie down ] , ur my back bone , my bffe, and my sister .. how culd i go on w/out u ? ..exactly .. i cant ! im so sorry nd if i culd take bak everything i said i wuld ! Nd u thought i wus all me nd rach it wusnt it wus katie too nd we were just tellin u all this cus we dont want u to change .. we dont like all this changin : highschool people change friendships change personalities change nd we dont like all of this we want things to be the same as they always have been bffe&e&e .. just think bout if laurie was here how dissappointed she wuld be that were all fitin like this ... i dont want our friendship to change but its never guna get stronger if we dont move on .. think bout this we told u nd we hurt u nd for that we're soo sorry ! well i am nd havn't been able to stop thinkin bout it .. we all culn't stop thinkin bout this last nite .. rach nd katie are still sleepin but we were all up late last nite tlkin bout how we messed up big time .. nd i kno if i culd go bak i wuld take back every single word cus i realized how much i hurt u .. nd how culd i say this stuff to u ! i dont kno wut came ovr me ... but all i kno is that if something ever happend to u i wuld kill myself ! evn though u nd me fite prolly the most its cus ur my sister that i've never had ! i love u sooo much ! nd i cant go to highschool w/out u .. if somethin happend to u or to me during this hurricane i think we've both feel pretty guilty ... if i died tomorrow u'd feel pretty bad if i died with my best friend mad at me ! Nd if u think why this whole fite started is stupid i mean the whole reason cus u were jealous that me rach nd katie were hangin out it wusn't that we didnt wana invite u its just that we all went to band camp together nd we were sent home early cus of the hurricane nd we all just came ovr rachs after .. rite after bandcamp i mean u nd rach nd moe nd katie all had a big slumber party when i was away nd i was sadbut i didnt go nd tell the whole world u went nd told everyone nd then atleast 10 people imed us. i mean our fites are suppost to be between us not the whole world i mean we wuldnt do that to u... but why i wrote all this is cus when i woke up this mornin i stilll was thinkin bout the same thing last nite nd how sry i am nd that i hope u accept my apoligy cus if u did our friendship wuld only grow stronger after this fite like no other ... im sorry kelli ! im really really sry ! nd i cant go on like this