Anyone want a brother?
I'm so sick of being a maid for Nicolas. It's even worse when he hs the kids cuz' hes like, "will you make mac n cheese for aaliyah, or will you make erics bottle?. I"M NOT THE ONE WATCHING THEM!!!!! If I was the one babysitting I wouldn't care but he drives me fucking nuts. He doesn't pick up Aaliyahs toys when she leaves or the blanket he has on the floor for eric. ERR!!!He doesn't help AT ALL around the house and thinks he can live anywhere for free. I don't see how he has all this money to buy his ex clothes and buy a bunch of other shit that he DOESN'T need, but when me and mom ask him to help out with the bills he says he doesn't make enough. It wouldn't be that much if we split it between the three of us you know? I wish I could live in My mommy and sisters house for free and have them wait on me hand and foot and get to sit on my ass constantly and make messes and leave shit where my neice can get hurt from it. Anyways, I think I'm done ranting for now. He yells at the kids way to much. He doesn't do it when he thinks we can hear him though, he literally screams at Aaliyah the way he yells at me and mom all the time. He has a constant attitude towards us and thinks the only part of his attitude he needs to change is toward Jasmin. HE SERIOUSLY NEEDS ANGER MANAGEMENT!!!!!He tells me I HAVE to start disciplining my daughter. OK, Kaihla is only 14 months, she knows some stuff, but shes not old enough for time outs or anything like that. They usually aren't old enough for that until they are about 18 months. It's NOT Kaihla's fault that Aaliyah started hitting again. Aaliyah beats on Kaihla ALL the time. That's why I try my hardest to find something else to do rather than stay here when he has the kids. I love Aaliyah to peices, I just can't stand my brother. I need to move the fuck out but I don't have the money and all I can give someone if I move in with them is $150 a month cuz' I don't get very much. He claims he started giving Aaliyah time-outs when she was 1 but he didn't cuz' he was in jail. Also, when he has the kids, he doesn't ask me to watch them or anything he just announces hes going to take a shower and just leaves me with 3 kids. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!Anyways, I'm really done ranting now.lol.