new letter from Mike
Hey baby, 2/17/06
What's up, girl? Not a lot here, just chilling...I heard this song today called "More and More"...It made me think of you, like crazy. It's an R&B type song, I guess. I actually have it on a burnt cd in Oldtown. You probably heard the song while I was going through my c.d's on pass. I remember listening to it. I would tell you to listen to it sometime, but I can't think of who it is by...
So, how have you been baby? I am doing pretty good..I miss you like crazy, I think about you all the time. I had a crazy dream about you last night, but I am not about to get into that or you WILL think I'm nuts..lol. It was a good one though.
I was thinking the other night..I can vaguely remember being in Rockland a couple times in '04 for one reason or another and I can almost swear that I was at your apartment complex. In the pic with you and Ashly's baby, I can see out the window, and I swear I was there before..or at least in that area. I can't really remember being in Rockland, but I swear I was. '04 was a bad year for me, so it's all a little hazy.
Well, I volunteered today to make an ass out of myself, friday, the 24th, at graduation. Everyone who got their diploma/GED in '05 or before the 24th goes to this graduation, past residents who got out will come back for it, their families will be there and mine, along with all the staff and teachers. Well, I am going to give a motivational/inspirational speach in front of all these people. I promised my instructor I would..What the hell was I thinking..lol.. I mean, I am really good at writing and speaking, but I don't really feel like giving an inspirational speech in front of all these people..lol. It's a little late now though..I said I would, so I am going to step up and write this speech. He wants it to be about my life experience, where I have come from, where I am going..etc..Great..This is just what I feel like doing in front of 200 people..lol. This should be interesting. I'm never going to live this down, but hey, I have been known to do crazier things, by far.. I can see the look on my families and friends face now..I don't know if I can hold it together long enough to make it through the speach..This really is going to be interesting.
So, Ashly thinks I am psycho huh? I am not going to argue with her..lol. Like I said, I never once claimed sanity..I think that's pretty funny..I actually wouldn't mind doing some psych-eval, just to see how it turned out. A full evaluation..Like a 20 page report. It probably wouldn't claim me to be insane..but but I bet it would be interesting..see my view on life, etc. I could have fun with that...
Well, as far as I know I got my passes back. I can't remember if I told you that or not..but I am pretty sure I did. I am filling out for a pass Monday..for I think March 10-12, then another one for the 17th-19th. Ones going to be with my Dad..The other in Calais with my Mom. Before I can go with my Mom, I need to do a staffed pass home with me JPM. It's pretty complicated, but that will probably be next week or the week after. I HAVE to do a pass to Calais in order to get out of here..So I am trying to get on that. I been doing ALOT of work trying to get out of here.
I miss you so much baby..you mean so much to me..My lil' shorty..lmao.. How tall are you,baby? I am seriously curious. I have told Allen your my little shorty a few times, for more then just one reason..lol. I am not sure when I am going to be able to call you again, but I will sometime.. I really miss you like crazy..and no baby I don't have any doubts about "us"..I think about it every now and then and even get nervous sometimes, but I have no doubts. I just hope you don't think I am playing with your head, because it's not like that. I really care about you, baby, more then you even know. I'll never hurt you baby or let anything get between us.
Well girl, I am going to go pass out. It would be a lot easier sleeping if you were in my arms..Except, preferably on the outs, in a nice bed, with satin sheets. Don't ask. I need to get out of here.
Later baby,
Michael
What's up, girl? Not a lot here, just chilling...I heard this song today called "More and More"...It made me think of you, like crazy. It's an R&B type song, I guess. I actually have it on a burnt cd in Oldtown. You probably heard the song while I was going through my c.d's on pass. I remember listening to it. I would tell you to listen to it sometime, but I can't think of who it is by...
So, how have you been baby? I am doing pretty good..I miss you like crazy, I think about you all the time. I had a crazy dream about you last night, but I am not about to get into that or you WILL think I'm nuts..lol. It was a good one though.
I was thinking the other night..I can vaguely remember being in Rockland a couple times in '04 for one reason or another and I can almost swear that I was at your apartment complex. In the pic with you and Ashly's baby, I can see out the window, and I swear I was there before..or at least in that area. I can't really remember being in Rockland, but I swear I was. '04 was a bad year for me, so it's all a little hazy.
Well, I volunteered today to make an ass out of myself, friday, the 24th, at graduation. Everyone who got their diploma/GED in '05 or before the 24th goes to this graduation, past residents who got out will come back for it, their families will be there and mine, along with all the staff and teachers. Well, I am going to give a motivational/inspirational speach in front of all these people. I promised my instructor I would..What the hell was I thinking..lol.. I mean, I am really good at writing and speaking, but I don't really feel like giving an inspirational speech in front of all these people..lol. It's a little late now though..I said I would, so I am going to step up and write this speech. He wants it to be about my life experience, where I have come from, where I am going..etc..Great..This is just what I feel like doing in front of 200 people..lol. This should be interesting. I'm never going to live this down, but hey, I have been known to do crazier things, by far.. I can see the look on my families and friends face now..I don't know if I can hold it together long enough to make it through the speach..This really is going to be interesting.
So, Ashly thinks I am psycho huh? I am not going to argue with her..lol. Like I said, I never once claimed sanity..I think that's pretty funny..I actually wouldn't mind doing some psych-eval, just to see how it turned out. A full evaluation..Like a 20 page report. It probably wouldn't claim me to be insane..but but I bet it would be interesting..see my view on life, etc. I could have fun with that...
Well, as far as I know I got my passes back. I can't remember if I told you that or not..but I am pretty sure I did. I am filling out for a pass Monday..for I think March 10-12, then another one for the 17th-19th. Ones going to be with my Dad..The other in Calais with my Mom. Before I can go with my Mom, I need to do a staffed pass home with me JPM. It's pretty complicated, but that will probably be next week or the week after. I HAVE to do a pass to Calais in order to get out of here..So I am trying to get on that. I been doing ALOT of work trying to get out of here.
I miss you so much baby..you mean so much to me..My lil' shorty..lmao.. How tall are you,baby? I am seriously curious. I have told Allen your my little shorty a few times, for more then just one reason..lol. I am not sure when I am going to be able to call you again, but I will sometime.. I really miss you like crazy..and no baby I don't have any doubts about "us"..I think about it every now and then and even get nervous sometimes, but I have no doubts. I just hope you don't think I am playing with your head, because it's not like that. I really care about you, baby, more then you even know. I'll never hurt you baby or let anything get between us.
Well girl, I am going to go pass out. It would be a lot easier sleeping if you were in my arms..Except, preferably on the outs, in a nice bed, with satin sheets. Don't ask. I need to get out of here.
Later baby,
Michael