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were just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year...
hmm not to sound psycho or anything, but sometimes i just wish i was crazy like i had voices in my head or something and i had friends that didnt really exsist, i really think that bring a whole new prespective to my life, cause everyone would think i was crazy except me and my "friends" and id never be alone, well id be alone for real, but i would never know that. And like supposively being crazy like that is like one big LSD trip. Although at times it could get scary i guess, i dont know just a thought.
So ive been observing a lot of people recently, i guess its mostly because of the book im reading. This always happens when i read a book it effects so many other aspects of my life, i wonder if thats how it is for everyone or just me. Like i suppose its kind of good, cause thats what i really love about books they really give you a different perspective into life. And ive read a few books that are about teens and their lives so that really gives a different perspective on something that is almost the same as mine.Well any ways im reading the catcher and the rye right now, and the main character is always making observations about people like the way they act, and i can really relate, i think anyone could really cause its stuff that is kind of always there, it just makes you more aware of it. Just how people are and all their quirks and whatnot, i love the way he makes observations about the smallest things. And the way he responses to different things, it truly is an awesome book. Some people compare to being extremely similar to Perks of Being a Wallflower but i wouldnt exactly say that i mean i loved the Perks, probably a little bit more than this book, just cause the character is such an outcast and it does such an awesome job of showing a transition that this boy makes as he learns about himself and life as he goes, but in The Catcher and the Rye the character is more grown, more knowing of himself, so in that aspect its different. However both are awesome books that i highly recommend.
Ive been really doing good in my classes, i think im finding a new found love for writing. I really did use to despise writing in any forms, essays were to me like cryptonite is to Superman. However recently i have been finding it so much easier to write, maybe its cause ive been reading a lot more, they always would say how if you were a good reader than you would be a better writer, so maybe its that or maybe im just progressing in that area, whatever it is i like it. Math is going well im usually good at math but this semester i got off to a sort of bad start, but im better now.
I miss the summer, i miss times close with people, i mean really close. I want to be careless, free all day to lay around in the sun. How many times can i say it... it must seem quite dull and repetetive by now, but i truly cant wait for summer. Spring has begun this week, although it doesnt feel like it in the least hopefuly soon the days will become nicer. Overall this winter wasnt that bad though, it had its low points of course but life has low points (even when the sun is bright, although its not very likely) and ive made a lot of new friends this year. I feel that perhaps ive grown more into myself. Last year was the biggest progression into myself by far but i feel more comfortable with who i am now, i find myself being less and less cautious to be who i am, who i like to be.
hmm not to sound psycho or anything, but sometimes i just wish i was crazy like i had voices in my head or something and i had friends that didnt really exsist, i really think that bring a whole new prespective to my life, cause everyone would think i was crazy except me and my "friends" and id never be alone, well id be alone for real, but i would never know that. And like supposively being crazy like that is like one big LSD trip. Although at times it could get scary i guess, i dont know just a thought.
So ive been observing a lot of people recently, i guess its mostly because of the book im reading. This always happens when i read a book it effects so many other aspects of my life, i wonder if thats how it is for everyone or just me. Like i suppose its kind of good, cause thats what i really love about books they really give you a different perspective into life. And ive read a few books that are about teens and their lives so that really gives a different perspective on something that is almost the same as mine.Well any ways im reading the catcher and the rye right now, and the main character is always making observations about people like the way they act, and i can really relate, i think anyone could really cause its stuff that is kind of always there, it just makes you more aware of it. Just how people are and all their quirks and whatnot, i love the way he makes observations about the smallest things. And the way he responses to different things, it truly is an awesome book. Some people compare to being extremely similar to Perks of Being a Wallflower but i wouldnt exactly say that i mean i loved the Perks, probably a little bit more than this book, just cause the character is such an outcast and it does such an awesome job of showing a transition that this boy makes as he learns about himself and life as he goes, but in The Catcher and the Rye the character is more grown, more knowing of himself, so in that aspect its different. However both are awesome books that i highly recommend.
Ive been really doing good in my classes, i think im finding a new found love for writing. I really did use to despise writing in any forms, essays were to me like cryptonite is to Superman. However recently i have been finding it so much easier to write, maybe its cause ive been reading a lot more, they always would say how if you were a good reader than you would be a better writer, so maybe its that or maybe im just progressing in that area, whatever it is i like it. Math is going well im usually good at math but this semester i got off to a sort of bad start, but im better now.
I miss the summer, i miss times close with people, i mean really close. I want to be careless, free all day to lay around in the sun. How many times can i say it... it must seem quite dull and repetetive by now, but i truly cant wait for summer. Spring has begun this week, although it doesnt feel like it in the least hopefuly soon the days will become nicer. Overall this winter wasnt that bad though, it had its low points of course but life has low points (even when the sun is bright, although its not very likely) and ive made a lot of new friends this year. I feel that perhaps ive grown more into myself. Last year was the biggest progression into myself by far but i feel more comfortable with who i am now, i find myself being less and less cautious to be who i am, who i like to be.