Stop the car, Lay on the grass, the planets spin and we watch space pass
mm, so yeah i havent felt like updating in quite some time. I few times i tried but nothing with any meaning came out, but now i have decided that its time to update so here it goes....
Lets see since last nothing too exciting has happened ive been hanging out with chris a lot and my sister as well i suppose. Umm last weekend Friday the power went out in school so we got out early chris drove me home and we hung out for about an hour than he left and i took a shower i think... then later on that night Chris and I went out with Ian and Meagan to Dennys where we had this really werid waitress who interjected random comments at random times and then told us to take the silverware home with us... so we did. Then we were looking for something to do so Meagan called up Kyle and we headed over to his house where we spent the remainder of the night just hanging out and whatnot. Overall it was a pretty good time.
Umm then Saturday i went out for a while with my mom during the day, which was extremely boring. All my mom and me ever do anymore is go shopping its like we dont have enough in common to actully do something besides meaningless shopping, its almost as though she is trying to buy my attention ever since last year it almost seems as if she is afraid to loss conact with me or something, i dont know... Hmm yeah. Then Saturday night my parents went out and Chris came over for a few hours then around 10:00 we headed out to Denny's where we met up with Meagan and a few of her friends. There me and Meagan shared an awesome banana split, i had been craving one for a while so it was very good.
Sunday during the day i mostly worked on school stuff in a desperate attempt to get ahead on exams as to not be so stressed but, my day was basically filled with mindless distractions (like shiny objects) that kept me from doing any thing very productive. Then i hungout with Sara and Heather Sunday night we stayed in and had a fun time dancing around and whatnot then we watched a movie and chilled out.
Monday i worked during the day from like 9:30 in the morning till about 3:30 in the afternoon. Umm then around 5 chris picked me up and we went over meagans house where we hungout with meagan and steve for a while, then we all went out to applebees for dinner. After that i came home and tried to do some more homework which was actully somewhat successful.
Tuesday was a very dull day... School was very monotonous. In foods class we learned about the harsh reality of the not-so-innocent microwave, i dont know what it is but for some reason i really feel i would have done just fine if i never had learned exactly how to place broccili on a plate when cooking it a microwave. Umm lets see i really cant remember anything else about Tuesday except for the obese substitute teacher screaming answers at the tv while an out-of-date video asked questions about what the correct time is to cook 4 potatoes in the microwave is....
Hmm Wednesday was the most boring day in a while. Im just so sick of the repetitiveness of school. With me im usually fine because even if im in a mind-numbing class i can think about something that im looking foward to even if its something little and im able to deal with it, but im finding it harder and harder to find something to look foward to as the week progresses. ::sigh::
Well today i disected a frog in Biology, and did my food exam. So i suppose today wasnt a total drag. Umm then after school me and Heather headed into wickford where we spent a few hours shopping around in all the little stores. i got a wicked awesome patchwork skirt with all different blue patterned sqaures along with ties that have small bells on the end... very fancy lol. Umm then tonight im trying to work on my exam presentations that are due tomarrow but somehow it isnt really working.
I feel myself slowly slipping into phase of depression... its werid but i think its the effect of many smaller causes right now its overwhelming to try and analyze these causes but i deffinately feel myself becoming more sad then usual. Im not really sure if this is a good thing or not, i mean last year i went through something similar although somewhat more intense and it kind of helped me realize some stuff and overall was for the better, but when it was happening i was in such despair i really hope i get over these feelings fast i dont think im in a good place to deal with negative feelings right now...
Lets see since last nothing too exciting has happened ive been hanging out with chris a lot and my sister as well i suppose. Umm last weekend Friday the power went out in school so we got out early chris drove me home and we hung out for about an hour than he left and i took a shower i think... then later on that night Chris and I went out with Ian and Meagan to Dennys where we had this really werid waitress who interjected random comments at random times and then told us to take the silverware home with us... so we did. Then we were looking for something to do so Meagan called up Kyle and we headed over to his house where we spent the remainder of the night just hanging out and whatnot. Overall it was a pretty good time.
Umm then Saturday i went out for a while with my mom during the day, which was extremely boring. All my mom and me ever do anymore is go shopping its like we dont have enough in common to actully do something besides meaningless shopping, its almost as though she is trying to buy my attention ever since last year it almost seems as if she is afraid to loss conact with me or something, i dont know... Hmm yeah. Then Saturday night my parents went out and Chris came over for a few hours then around 10:00 we headed out to Denny's where we met up with Meagan and a few of her friends. There me and Meagan shared an awesome banana split, i had been craving one for a while so it was very good.
Sunday during the day i mostly worked on school stuff in a desperate attempt to get ahead on exams as to not be so stressed but, my day was basically filled with mindless distractions (like shiny objects) that kept me from doing any thing very productive. Then i hungout with Sara and Heather Sunday night we stayed in and had a fun time dancing around and whatnot then we watched a movie and chilled out.
Monday i worked during the day from like 9:30 in the morning till about 3:30 in the afternoon. Umm then around 5 chris picked me up and we went over meagans house where we hungout with meagan and steve for a while, then we all went out to applebees for dinner. After that i came home and tried to do some more homework which was actully somewhat successful.
Tuesday was a very dull day... School was very monotonous. In foods class we learned about the harsh reality of the not-so-innocent microwave, i dont know what it is but for some reason i really feel i would have done just fine if i never had learned exactly how to place broccili on a plate when cooking it a microwave. Umm lets see i really cant remember anything else about Tuesday except for the obese substitute teacher screaming answers at the tv while an out-of-date video asked questions about what the correct time is to cook 4 potatoes in the microwave is....
Hmm Wednesday was the most boring day in a while. Im just so sick of the repetitiveness of school. With me im usually fine because even if im in a mind-numbing class i can think about something that im looking foward to even if its something little and im able to deal with it, but im finding it harder and harder to find something to look foward to as the week progresses. ::sigh::
Well today i disected a frog in Biology, and did my food exam. So i suppose today wasnt a total drag. Umm then after school me and Heather headed into wickford where we spent a few hours shopping around in all the little stores. i got a wicked awesome patchwork skirt with all different blue patterned sqaures along with ties that have small bells on the end... very fancy lol. Umm then tonight im trying to work on my exam presentations that are due tomarrow but somehow it isnt really working.
I feel myself slowly slipping into phase of depression... its werid but i think its the effect of many smaller causes right now its overwhelming to try and analyze these causes but i deffinately feel myself becoming more sad then usual. Im not really sure if this is a good thing or not, i mean last year i went through something similar although somewhat more intense and it kind of helped me realize some stuff and overall was for the better, but when it was happening i was in such despair i really hope i get over these feelings fast i dont think im in a good place to deal with negative feelings right now...