my method is uncertain it's a mess but it's working.
i always thought that things work out better in the end. people are just unfair and imature and hurtful lately and i don't understand it. it's good to know where your true friends are i guess. it's good to know the people you can count on. i've been thinking lately that i need to find a new path to follow. one that you haven't walked upon quite yet. i'm going in a different direction anyways. might as well start brand new. Scary as it is, i think i'll be fine. i just request that you refrain from stealing my stoges from me from now on (whoever you are). i have good people by my side. i was hoping you'd be one of them but you're choosing otherwise. i'll deal.
i miss smiles with you and faygo. i miss candles and couches outside the diabetes center. i miss the rain. i miss centry 21. i miss swimming. i miss dinner and a movie with my parents. i miss easter and spring break. but it's done i guess. i haven't heard otherwise. so now it's time to finally get over life and move on.
and i thought it was going to get better. then it didn't. it got worse. right when everything was falling into place. so i dwelled on it for a while. hoping it was all just a dream. now that i am facing reality. i'll comply. as much as it saddens me at times, i'll do it.
so anyways. enough of that shit. i've been writing like crazy. some of it doesn't even make sence but it's pouring out of me. i can't stop it. i feel like it's all the things i never said throughout my life just bursting out. it's theraputic sort of.
BRITTANY BARBARA BROD WE NEED TO SAY HELLO TO SANTA A.S.A.P. DO OU HEAR ME??? GOTHIC THUGS FOR LIFE!!!
haha good times.
anyways, just wanted time to speak and hope i'm heard.
peace bitch
♠
i miss smiles with you and faygo. i miss candles and couches outside the diabetes center. i miss the rain. i miss centry 21. i miss swimming. i miss dinner and a movie with my parents. i miss easter and spring break. but it's done i guess. i haven't heard otherwise. so now it's time to finally get over life and move on.
and i thought it was going to get better. then it didn't. it got worse. right when everything was falling into place. so i dwelled on it for a while. hoping it was all just a dream. now that i am facing reality. i'll comply. as much as it saddens me at times, i'll do it.
so anyways. enough of that shit. i've been writing like crazy. some of it doesn't even make sence but it's pouring out of me. i can't stop it. i feel like it's all the things i never said throughout my life just bursting out. it's theraputic sort of.
BRITTANY BARBARA BROD WE NEED TO SAY HELLO TO SANTA A.S.A.P. DO OU HEAR ME??? GOTHIC THUGS FOR LIFE!!!
haha good times.
anyways, just wanted time to speak and hope i'm heard.
peace bitch
♠