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Okay, I love this song.
And Venus Hum is pretty to sing with.
Hey. I got fooled. A lot. But that's my reality. And it's easier this way.
Apparently after I left Henry's the other day, his dad was like "omfg Henry why are you going after (oops secret so-and-so)! JANELLE'S GORGEOUS"
...uhhh AHAH, okaaayy then? :x
Yesterday Rhi came to my house for a surprise visit but I didn't answer the door because I thought she was a creepy neighbor or a Jehovah's witness or a salesperson LIKE IT ALWAYS IS and I only knew it was her afterward because she left a note. Creep.
FOR NEXT TIME, if any of you guys plan on surprising me, CALL ME LIKE AN HOUR IN ADVANCE, k? That would be splendid. So I can both look presentable and not think you're a serial killer or a God-fearing beast.
... also, I think Rhi may have possibly locked my screen door by accident. Which is never locked. Therefore leaving me stranded in the cold when I came home to an empty house this morning. I don't care that she denies it. >:| !!!
1. What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?
That's Jade. Friends!
2. What is wrong with you right now?
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME ALWAYS
...LIKE EVERYTHING. :0
3. Do you miss your first love?
Fuck, you don't even know.
4. When did you last cry?
I don't freaking remember.
5. Who do you hate?
...aahah, nobody really.
6. What do you want in your life right now?
Psshaahh. Fun?
The only time I'm like "omfg I wish for things" is over material objects: A KITTEN, A PROM DRESS, JEWELRY, THE MASSIVE SEPHORA MAKE-UP PALETTE, A PUPPY, SCARVES, A LAPTOP. We don't think about the other things.
7. Are you happy?
Mmm not especially.
...working on that?
8. Do you live at home?
Uh huh.
9. What do you smell like?
? Clothes. Clothes and deep, dark pain.
10. Drinking?
Nothing.
11. What’s your favorite thing to have in your bed?
Snuggly things?
Idk.
12. What's your dream car?
Fuck that, as long as it drives well and isn't fugly.
13. What do you wear to bed?
Whatev.
14. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
No, relationships are complicated as it is.
15. What are you doing/did today?
I took psych and English midterms. Now I have to study for sociology and maybe Spanish if I can actually manage to take a foreign language class in high school seriousy. :|
16. What was the last movie you went to?
Cloverfield.
17. Have you ever fought for the one you love?
...ergh what?
I guess. Yeah.
YEAH.
18. Do you live near your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
No, I live quite far from them.
19. Are you scared of bugs?
Depends on the bug.
20. Are you a cuddler?
:c ! yeah, very much so.
My life is so cuddle-less :c
21. What's your usual bedtime?
... HA
22. What do you think of Eminem?
Ummmmm, no.
23. Do you read?
I'm too brilliant for reading.
Okay but seriously, outside of school, I... don't. I read articles a lot, though?
Fuck yeah random knowledge.
24. Do you sleep with a teddy bear?
Nope.
25. Last thing that made you cry?
I'd rather not put the effort into recalling a terrible moment. :x
26. Whose house did you go to today?
Mine.
27. Do you own any pets?
No. :c
28. Do you like anyone right now?
No way, all you guys suck.
29. Are you bored?
Not really.
30. What is the last movie you watched?
Cloverfield.
31. Do you say "dawg"?
Wow. No.
32. What are you excited about?
Moving on to third term. Moving on to fucking college.
Yep, MOVING OONNN.
33. How old were you when you "fell in love"? (if apply)
15.
34. Who was last to cook for you?
Umm mommy.
35. When you sleep do you dream about heroin addicts?
Every single fucking night, obv.
36. What’s on your mind right now?
Just a tiny bit of many things. And I'm hungry, lunch soon.
37. Who was the last person to make you cry?
Myself.
38. Name someone whose name starts with the letter "R."
RHIANNON.
39. Do you care what others think about you?
Depends on who it is...
40. What's your favorite saying?
I hate cliches, fuck off.
41. Do you trust people easily?
No WAY. c:
42. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
Umm... I really can't say.
43. Will you ever kiss the last person you kissed again?
hahahno.
44. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
Likkkee uuhh. Fuckinggg... improving myself. Get a fresh start on my grades. Nowhere to go but up (I hope). And um, trying to arrange my schedule and make efforts to hang out with people more.
45. Who was the last person you called?
I believe it was Rhi. I left her a voicemail asking if she was the reason my screen door was locked (IT NEVER IS. And she was creeping around here yesterday), therefore leaving me out in the cold, and if she was, I was going to murder her.
46. Who was the last missed call?
Henry.
47. What's your ring tone?
Default shit.
48. Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
Well, college. Yes.
49. What were you doing at 9pm last Friday night?
I don't know, sitting around?
50. What happened at 10:00 am today?
I was taking my horrific English midterm. For the fucking win.
Oh... umm.
Ms. Paterna printed the entire psych midterm on very pink paper. By choice.
Pink is fun, but... I wanted to kill myself.
And Venus Hum is pretty to sing with.
Hey. I got fooled. A lot. But that's my reality. And it's easier this way.
Apparently after I left Henry's the other day, his dad was like "omfg Henry why are you going after (oops secret so-and-so)! JANELLE'S GORGEOUS"
...uhhh AHAH, okaaayy then? :x
Yesterday Rhi came to my house for a surprise visit but I didn't answer the door because I thought she was a creepy neighbor or a Jehovah's witness or a salesperson LIKE IT ALWAYS IS and I only knew it was her afterward because she left a note. Creep.
FOR NEXT TIME, if any of you guys plan on surprising me, CALL ME LIKE AN HOUR IN ADVANCE, k? That would be splendid. So I can both look presentable and not think you're a serial killer or a God-fearing beast.
... also, I think Rhi may have possibly locked my screen door by accident. Which is never locked. Therefore leaving me stranded in the cold when I came home to an empty house this morning. I don't care that she denies it. >:| !!!
1. What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?
That's Jade. Friends!
2. What is wrong with you right now?
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME ALWAYS
...LIKE EVERYTHING. :0
3. Do you miss your first love?
Fuck, you don't even know.
4. When did you last cry?
I don't freaking remember.
5. Who do you hate?
...aahah, nobody really.
6. What do you want in your life right now?
Psshaahh. Fun?
The only time I'm like "omfg I wish for things" is over material objects: A KITTEN, A PROM DRESS, JEWELRY, THE MASSIVE SEPHORA MAKE-UP PALETTE, A PUPPY, SCARVES, A LAPTOP. We don't think about the other things.
7. Are you happy?
Mmm not especially.
...working on that?
8. Do you live at home?
Uh huh.
9. What do you smell like?
? Clothes. Clothes and deep, dark pain.
10. Drinking?
Nothing.
11. What’s your favorite thing to have in your bed?
Snuggly things?
Idk.
12. What's your dream car?
Fuck that, as long as it drives well and isn't fugly.
13. What do you wear to bed?
Whatev.
14. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
No, relationships are complicated as it is.
15. What are you doing/did today?
I took psych and English midterms. Now I have to study for sociology and maybe Spanish if I can actually manage to take a foreign language class in high school seriousy. :|
16. What was the last movie you went to?
Cloverfield.
17. Have you ever fought for the one you love?
...ergh what?
I guess. Yeah.
YEAH.
18. Do you live near your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
No, I live quite far from them.
19. Are you scared of bugs?
Depends on the bug.
20. Are you a cuddler?
:c ! yeah, very much so.
My life is so cuddle-less :c
21. What's your usual bedtime?
... HA
22. What do you think of Eminem?
Ummmmm, no.
23. Do you read?
I'm too brilliant for reading.
Okay but seriously, outside of school, I... don't. I read articles a lot, though?
Fuck yeah random knowledge.
24. Do you sleep with a teddy bear?
Nope.
25. Last thing that made you cry?
I'd rather not put the effort into recalling a terrible moment. :x
26. Whose house did you go to today?
Mine.
27. Do you own any pets?
No. :c
28. Do you like anyone right now?
No way, all you guys suck.
29. Are you bored?
Not really.
30. What is the last movie you watched?
Cloverfield.
31. Do you say "dawg"?
Wow. No.
32. What are you excited about?
Moving on to third term. Moving on to fucking college.
Yep, MOVING OONNN.
33. How old were you when you "fell in love"? (if apply)
15.
34. Who was last to cook for you?
Umm mommy.
35. When you sleep do you dream about heroin addicts?
Every single fucking night, obv.
36. What’s on your mind right now?
Just a tiny bit of many things. And I'm hungry, lunch soon.
37. Who was the last person to make you cry?
Myself.
38. Name someone whose name starts with the letter "R."
RHIANNON.
39. Do you care what others think about you?
Depends on who it is...
40. What's your favorite saying?
I hate cliches, fuck off.
41. Do you trust people easily?
No WAY. c:
42. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
Umm... I really can't say.
43. Will you ever kiss the last person you kissed again?
hahahno.
44. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
Likkkee uuhh. Fuckinggg... improving myself. Get a fresh start on my grades. Nowhere to go but up (I hope). And um, trying to arrange my schedule and make efforts to hang out with people more.
45. Who was the last person you called?
I believe it was Rhi. I left her a voicemail asking if she was the reason my screen door was locked (IT NEVER IS. And she was creeping around here yesterday), therefore leaving me out in the cold, and if she was, I was going to murder her.
46. Who was the last missed call?
Henry.
47. What's your ring tone?
Default shit.
48. Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
Well, college. Yes.
49. What were you doing at 9pm last Friday night?
I don't know, sitting around?
50. What happened at 10:00 am today?
I was taking my horrific English midterm. For the fucking win.
Oh... umm.
Ms. Paterna printed the entire psych midterm on very pink paper. By choice.
Pink is fun, but... I wanted to kill myself.