Ahhhhh.
Wow. Thank god I got back to school. When Christmas vacation comes up, I'm probably going to have to spend time with friends at least three times, I figure. I could not handle being in the house with nothing to do, and nothing that asked for my mental engagement, that was horrible. I was a wreck at school yesterday, I hadn't slept the night before, I could barely hold a conversation for the first half of the day.
It's amazing how so many hours can go by when I'm at home and it feels like absolutely nothing. Concept of time is going right over my head lately. It's distressing.
Was that implying something? If so... why did you mention it? Hey, it's understandable, I've picked up that a few of your perspectives are probably the polar opposite of mine, it's not a bad thing.
I'm reading this book for sociology. The Four Agreements, by don Miguel Ruiz. It's just wisdom for life in general, might be hard to write about.
"Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream."
Don't blame them. Don't have anger. They don't know what they do. It's not their fault.
My mom and I want puppies sooo badly. Endless amounts of puppies. Omg DDDD: I miss the love and the cuddles and the cuuttee.
Remember when I used to talk about stupid little events of my day and it seemed really important but now it doesn't?
Hm.
Jade has lyme disease.
"Uhh but what if there were lik 40 trillian people on this Earth... duhhhr I is smart becuz I azk questions in AP Bio" ... No. :|
Full body pubes.
Received obnoxious, excited attention from complete strangers for being a freaky and serious lesbian lollll.
"OH THE RECORD STORE" " D:< !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"... dude so what did you think of that 2girls1cup video?"
"BUT. BUT. THEN WHY DO FEMALES HAVE CLITORISESSESISES. THAT'S LIKE A LITTLE PENIS. THE CLITORIS - AN ORGAN IN THE FEMALE THAT ENGORGES WITH BLOOD AND BECOMES ERECT DURING SEXUAL AROUSAL. IT IS AT THE BACK OF OUR TEXTBOOK. IT IS RELEVANT. NO TELL ME WHY."
Lol this stupid shit is what I live for. Actually.
Hahah it seems like guys like to rant to me about their girlfriends a lot. I'm that "omg I'm gonna talk out this stuff about my shitty girlfriend with this cool and understanding person" friend. Idkkkk.
I'm really good at distancing. This has been successful. I'm proud. It's a little sad at times, but a lot better than the alternative. I just remind myself of that.
It could be harder in future times if there aren't any obvious, major issues pushing me away to begin with. So let's consider this present effort practice. Hm, good.
Mentioning quotes and stupid pieces of wisdom,
The pineapple theory. That was quite a while back.
Except now whenever I see anything about pineapple I'm going to think about how it reminds Cam of me naked. Lolz.
It's amazing how so many hours can go by when I'm at home and it feels like absolutely nothing. Concept of time is going right over my head lately. It's distressing.
Was that implying something? If so... why did you mention it? Hey, it's understandable, I've picked up that a few of your perspectives are probably the polar opposite of mine, it's not a bad thing.
I'm reading this book for sociology. The Four Agreements, by don Miguel Ruiz. It's just wisdom for life in general, might be hard to write about.
"Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream."
Don't blame them. Don't have anger. They don't know what they do. It's not their fault.
My mom and I want puppies sooo badly. Endless amounts of puppies. Omg DDDD: I miss the love and the cuddles and the cuuttee.
Remember when I used to talk about stupid little events of my day and it seemed really important but now it doesn't?
Hm.
Jade has lyme disease.
"Uhh but what if there were lik 40 trillian people on this Earth... duhhhr I is smart becuz I azk questions in AP Bio" ... No. :|
Full body pubes.
Received obnoxious, excited attention from complete strangers for being a freaky and serious lesbian lollll.
"OH THE RECORD STORE" " D:< !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"... dude so what did you think of that 2girls1cup video?"
"BUT. BUT. THEN WHY DO FEMALES HAVE CLITORISESSESISES. THAT'S LIKE A LITTLE PENIS. THE CLITORIS - AN ORGAN IN THE FEMALE THAT ENGORGES WITH BLOOD AND BECOMES ERECT DURING SEXUAL AROUSAL. IT IS AT THE BACK OF OUR TEXTBOOK. IT IS RELEVANT. NO TELL ME WHY."
Lol this stupid shit is what I live for. Actually.
Hahah it seems like guys like to rant to me about their girlfriends a lot. I'm that "omg I'm gonna talk out this stuff about my shitty girlfriend with this cool and understanding person" friend. Idkkkk.
I'm really good at distancing. This has been successful. I'm proud. It's a little sad at times, but a lot better than the alternative. I just remind myself of that.
It could be harder in future times if there aren't any obvious, major issues pushing me away to begin with. So let's consider this present effort practice. Hm, good.
Mentioning quotes and stupid pieces of wisdom,
The pineapple theory. That was quite a while back.
Except now whenever I see anything about pineapple I'm going to think about how it reminds Cam of me naked. Lolz.