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Maybe I should get this off my chest.
Every day the pressure builds up, and right now I feel like I'm going against a timer, counting down.
I don't want any regrets.
I don't want to have to look back on this and think of what could've been.
Although either way I go with this, I'm most likely going to lose.
Anyway, today might offer good distractions.
Other than that. Today so far has been a riot. My mom keeps having shit fits whenever I ask to go anywhere. She's losing her mind lately (because of college soon... not that I'm giving her an excuse). Okay story time!
1. I ask to go to Henry's cafe. It's a pretty small cafe, sushi tasting tonight, I might sit around and chill for a few hours. My mom's response to that? A concern about how I would look. Sitting around a cafe doing nothing for several hours looks suspicious because... people will think I'm a prostitute waiting for clients.
2.
janellehatesyou: anyway henry doesn't know where i live so i was discussing him picking me up
janellehatesyou: henry said josh might come, and josh knows corinne's house, so it would help
janellehatesyou: so i told my mom that
janellehatesyou: but i didn't mention josh, i just said "uh another friend who's friends with corinne"
janellehatesyou: and she was like "IT'S NOT A GUY IS IT"
janellehatesyou: oh god she started talking about the horrors of hanging out with all guys
janellehatesyou: ...she said it looks bad
janellehatesyou: and that it looks like
janellehatesyou: they are my... pimps
janellehatesyou: and that uh i'll get gang raped
Rhiannon: ....
janellehatesyou: "WELL I HOPE HENRY LOVES YOU AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE HIM THEN. :| "
Rhiannon: ............ lol what.
Rhiannon: what
janellehatesyou: ...rofl that doesn't even make sense logically
janellehatesyou: there is one pimp
janellehatesyou: singular
janellehatesyou: and multiple whores
janellehatesyou: plural
janellehatesyou: k
Rhiannon: Unless you're pimping some manwhores out to.. :c bridgewater closet homosexuals
janellehatesyou: roofflll
janellehatesyou: oh and i said something like
janellehatesyou: "...lol or they could just think i'm a tomboy? o_o "
Rhiannon: o3o
janellehatesyou: trying to appeal to her idea that PEOPLE MUST LEAVE WITH A STRONG IMPRESSION
janellehatesyou: after witnessing me with boys
janellehatesyou: and she was like
janellehatesyou: "WELL THAT'S BAD TOO >:| "
Rhiannon: ...oh.
Rhiannon: lol.
HOPE YOU ENJOYED THAT, I think it's quite the attention-grabbing anecdote.
Every day the pressure builds up, and right now I feel like I'm going against a timer, counting down.
I don't want any regrets.
I don't want to have to look back on this and think of what could've been.
Although either way I go with this, I'm most likely going to lose.
Anyway, today might offer good distractions.
Other than that. Today so far has been a riot. My mom keeps having shit fits whenever I ask to go anywhere. She's losing her mind lately (because of college soon... not that I'm giving her an excuse). Okay story time!
1. I ask to go to Henry's cafe. It's a pretty small cafe, sushi tasting tonight, I might sit around and chill for a few hours. My mom's response to that? A concern about how I would look. Sitting around a cafe doing nothing for several hours looks suspicious because... people will think I'm a prostitute waiting for clients.
2.
janellehatesyou: anyway henry doesn't know where i live so i was discussing him picking me up
janellehatesyou: henry said josh might come, and josh knows corinne's house, so it would help
janellehatesyou: so i told my mom that
janellehatesyou: but i didn't mention josh, i just said "uh another friend who's friends with corinne"
janellehatesyou: and she was like "IT'S NOT A GUY IS IT"
janellehatesyou: oh god she started talking about the horrors of hanging out with all guys
janellehatesyou: ...she said it looks bad
janellehatesyou: and that it looks like
janellehatesyou: they are my... pimps
janellehatesyou: and that uh i'll get gang raped
Rhiannon: ....
janellehatesyou: "WELL I HOPE HENRY LOVES YOU AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE HIM THEN. :| "
Rhiannon: ............ lol what.
Rhiannon: what
janellehatesyou: ...rofl that doesn't even make sense logically
janellehatesyou: there is one pimp
janellehatesyou: singular
janellehatesyou: and multiple whores
janellehatesyou: plural
janellehatesyou: k
Rhiannon: Unless you're pimping some manwhores out to.. :c bridgewater closet homosexuals
janellehatesyou: roofflll
janellehatesyou: oh and i said something like
janellehatesyou: "...lol or they could just think i'm a tomboy? o_o "
Rhiannon: o3o
janellehatesyou: trying to appeal to her idea that PEOPLE MUST LEAVE WITH A STRONG IMPRESSION
janellehatesyou: after witnessing me with boys
janellehatesyou: and she was like
janellehatesyou: "WELL THAT'S BAD TOO >:| "
Rhiannon: ...oh.
Rhiannon: lol.
HOPE YOU ENJOYED THAT, I think it's quite the attention-grabbing anecdote.