im not coming out until this is all over
ahhhhh im going mental-snooty-bitch-girl on myself. notetoallthosecraziesintheworld w a t c h o u t ugotcompetition
my life is going all haywire again and i cant do what i need to
i need some self-control and maybe a lil less self esteem
i hate my pale freckled body ICKY
and i just want somebody there to care about me that isnt a boy and doesnt have a gabazillion other things to deal with so i feel like a little wimpy stick child... thats badly drawn
i want to be a sophisticated coffee girl that dicusses her own philosophies with anuncaringworld
but im stuck with a goody goody red haired chick who is too jumbled to make a clear sentance
and i HAVE e v e r y t h i n g i could ever really need
maybe im just an in the closet schizophrenic i swear i have enough D E L U S I O N S
once i thought i was triangle person... i was ver feverish--- ah my dear prince in shining armor i write to u again... WHERE THE FUCK HAVE U BEEN?
last night i had a dream i was dead and no1 could see me to talk 2 me except sara... and i was so upset i just wanted to hold my parents and tell them i was ok. i asked sara if she had been dead before cuz i didnt know how she was helping me and she said no but u should just knew what i was going through. thank u dream sara for keeping my dead self sane.
my life is going all haywire again and i cant do what i need to
i need some self-control and maybe a lil less self esteem
i hate my pale freckled body ICKY
and i just want somebody there to care about me that isnt a boy and doesnt have a gabazillion other things to deal with so i feel like a little wimpy stick child... thats badly drawn
i want to be a sophisticated coffee girl that dicusses her own philosophies with anuncaringworld
but im stuck with a goody goody red haired chick who is too jumbled to make a clear sentance
and i HAVE e v e r y t h i n g i could ever really need
maybe im just an in the closet schizophrenic i swear i have enough D E L U S I O N S
once i thought i was triangle person... i was ver feverish--- ah my dear prince in shining armor i write to u again... WHERE THE FUCK HAVE U BEEN?
last night i had a dream i was dead and no1 could see me to talk 2 me except sara... and i was so upset i just wanted to hold my parents and tell them i was ok. i asked sara if she had been dead before cuz i didnt know how she was helping me and she said no but u should just knew what i was going through. thank u dream sara for keeping my dead self sane.