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So, today was thanksgiving. Big deal. It sucked. I was home alone for half the day, then trapped with my neice and nephew until 7 tonight.
idk... usually I'm all cheerful around holidays, especially with Christmas coming up but I don't know... just not into it this year. All I really care about anymore is like hanging out with people, but I can barely even do that. I get to see Gina once a weekend and I'm lucky if I get to see my friends outside of school once a month. It would be a lot easier if I didn't have to go to dads every two weeks but I know he has been having a hard time lately so I kind've feel like I have to.
Oh, and I got a haircut. My head is officially the world's largest egg.
I would rather have my almost-mullet back then have this.
And Gina is in a bad mood, I keep thinking it's my fault, though she says she doesn't know why. I don't know... everyone is in a bad mood lately, myself included. I miss Indian Trails. Everything was so much better and like, life was actually fun most of the time. I kind've understand why so many people kill themselves over holidays, like if I didn't have my friends and stuff to fall back on now idk. Crazy shit you know.
Sad note to end on, but I can't think of anything else to say, later.
ps. nostalgic means remembering old things... for those who didn't know.
idk... usually I'm all cheerful around holidays, especially with Christmas coming up but I don't know... just not into it this year. All I really care about anymore is like hanging out with people, but I can barely even do that. I get to see Gina once a weekend and I'm lucky if I get to see my friends outside of school once a month. It would be a lot easier if I didn't have to go to dads every two weeks but I know he has been having a hard time lately so I kind've feel like I have to.
Oh, and I got a haircut. My head is officially the world's largest egg.
I would rather have my almost-mullet back then have this.
And Gina is in a bad mood, I keep thinking it's my fault, though she says she doesn't know why. I don't know... everyone is in a bad mood lately, myself included. I miss Indian Trails. Everything was so much better and like, life was actually fun most of the time. I kind've understand why so many people kill themselves over holidays, like if I didn't have my friends and stuff to fall back on now idk. Crazy shit you know.
Sad note to end on, but I can't think of anything else to say, later.
ps. nostalgic means remembering old things... for those who didn't know.