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i did homework all friday, saturday after the ACT till the evening, and today, but saturday night i went to eircs which resulted in a bunch of people going to jairus's. the beginning of the night was really fun with everyone dancing and being like, "i love you, man" and then most of them got sick and those of us who weren't had to take cae of them. we couldn't walk eric home, so we have to call around looking desperately for someone to give us a ride. brian everson and alissa pulled through in out times of need. i thought that was really good of them, alissa especiallyfor being the one who actually came out and got us, blanket clad and in slippers. Zach and I went back to eric's house and made sure he didn't die. at 6 in the morning, eric was incapable of driving us home, understandably, so we walked back to my house, zach went home, and then i slept. the end part of the night was effing wierd, depressing...thought provoking. it's no good to see so many people incapaciteted and mumbling. im glad zach was there, too though, i mean, how many people would blow their friend's nose for them?

i was sitting around, being a bum on my computer, when i realized something else, though. i saw mention of alice and i remembered how she told me that any time i needed to talk to her i should just call her up. then i felt kinda bummed out because whenever i have anything worth saying i never feel like talking, but i always still contimplate calling you alice. i dont think i've really properly talked to you for months. is this one of those things i occaasionallysay bothers me but never do anythign about? quite possibly