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ok so last nite, mom completely crashed our computer...it was fucked up yo!so like now im seriously never gunna be able to update this thing :::sigh:::my life is over. ha.
anyways im at my dads, he came an picked me up at like 5...
he wants me to move back in and go to highland for the next two months or whatever until june,lol. which is pointless.but..yea. chanda wanted me to come over, but i couldnt cuz my mom was being a bitch sooo ipromised her i owuld comeover next weekend...cuz next weekend is Dark Lotus, and were losers and were not going. =( matt wants me to go and shit but yea im not gunna go if chanda cant...ha. thats exactly what i said about this years Gathering....i could have gotten my ticket like a month ago, and then matt wants to take me to that to, but i was like noooo im not going cuz chanda cant...adn how much you wanna bet, i wont buy a ticket and then chanda and dub will end up going???ill bet sumone a million dollars that chanda goes and i dont..ha. ooo well..the world wont end if i dont go to the gathering...it would be VERY SADDENING but i wont die.
ANYWAYS..matt called me tonite from the Slipknot concert, cuz slipknot was playing with chimaira and fear factory..adn i wanted to go soooooo bad but i couldnt sooo matt felt all bad and he kept calling me and holding his cell phone up so i could hear it, even tho hes over his minutes ::awww:: hes sooo cute. haha. but i dont know if i wanna get in a relationship with him...he still has some hangups withhis ex girlfriend emily..i just dont know if hes for sure that he wants that to be over..sooo yea i dont know..im just gunna see what happens.
i need a cigerrette sooo bad..none of you even understand..its horrible..i would kill someone for the nicotine under the fingernails right now. grrr....
soo i went out to the movies tonite with morgan.we went and saw the whole ten yards, it was funny as hell lol.
and then the nite before that, i went out with matt...he had wrote "STITCH(thats his nickname) LOVES NIKKI" on his back window of his car ((a mustang convertiable ahhh)) it was soo adorable..and then like he was late, soo he brought me flowers...i was like omg i love you..haha. and it was soooooo cute cuz like becuz of him getting his tongue pierced, hes not quite used to it yet, so like he slobbered and i was like attacking him with the kleenex, and i was like "awwww babie youre drooling"HAHA and like we kept finishing each others sentences...Morgan was like "OMG you guys are seriously making me sick, cant you just have sex already and get it over with?" and me and matt were like "WERE JUST FRIENDS" and she was like "uh huh surrrreeee you are"
lol.craziness.
but like i was drinking jagermeister and like i got really high, and i ended up losing my shirt somewhere...i changed like 15 times in matts car...haha...when i got in i was trying to hint to him that i wanted to go to slipknot with him so like i wore my chimaira shirt and then i had my slipknot hoodie over it and like i put fear factory in his cd player and i looked at him cuz he started staring at me an di was like what??? and he just shook his head lol
BUT yea im surrre you guys are sick of hearing about me and stitch haha....and my dads yelling at me to get off line......so ill try to update as soon as i can
MMFCL
*Nikki*
anyways im at my dads, he came an picked me up at like 5...
he wants me to move back in and go to highland for the next two months or whatever until june,lol. which is pointless.but..yea. chanda wanted me to come over, but i couldnt cuz my mom was being a bitch sooo ipromised her i owuld comeover next weekend...cuz next weekend is Dark Lotus, and were losers and were not going. =( matt wants me to go and shit but yea im not gunna go if chanda cant...ha. thats exactly what i said about this years Gathering....i could have gotten my ticket like a month ago, and then matt wants to take me to that to, but i was like noooo im not going cuz chanda cant...adn how much you wanna bet, i wont buy a ticket and then chanda and dub will end up going???ill bet sumone a million dollars that chanda goes and i dont..ha. ooo well..the world wont end if i dont go to the gathering...it would be VERY SADDENING but i wont die.
ANYWAYS..matt called me tonite from the Slipknot concert, cuz slipknot was playing with chimaira and fear factory..adn i wanted to go soooooo bad but i couldnt sooo matt felt all bad and he kept calling me and holding his cell phone up so i could hear it, even tho hes over his minutes ::awww:: hes sooo cute. haha. but i dont know if i wanna get in a relationship with him...he still has some hangups withhis ex girlfriend emily..i just dont know if hes for sure that he wants that to be over..sooo yea i dont know..im just gunna see what happens.
i need a cigerrette sooo bad..none of you even understand..its horrible..i would kill someone for the nicotine under the fingernails right now. grrr....
soo i went out to the movies tonite with morgan.we went and saw the whole ten yards, it was funny as hell lol.
and then the nite before that, i went out with matt...he had wrote "STITCH(thats his nickname) LOVES NIKKI" on his back window of his car ((a mustang convertiable ahhh)) it was soo adorable..and then like he was late, soo he brought me flowers...i was like omg i love you..haha. and it was soooooo cute cuz like becuz of him getting his tongue pierced, hes not quite used to it yet, so like he slobbered and i was like attacking him with the kleenex, and i was like "awwww babie youre drooling"HAHA and like we kept finishing each others sentences...Morgan was like "OMG you guys are seriously making me sick, cant you just have sex already and get it over with?" and me and matt were like "WERE JUST FRIENDS" and she was like "uh huh surrrreeee you are"
lol.craziness.
but like i was drinking jagermeister and like i got really high, and i ended up losing my shirt somewhere...i changed like 15 times in matts car...haha...when i got in i was trying to hint to him that i wanted to go to slipknot with him so like i wore my chimaira shirt and then i had my slipknot hoodie over it and like i put fear factory in his cd player and i looked at him cuz he started staring at me an di was like what??? and he just shook his head lol
BUT yea im surrre you guys are sick of hearing about me and stitch haha....and my dads yelling at me to get off line......so ill try to update as soon as i can
MMFCL
*Nikki*