I did it n_n ...
I finally found myself a girl
And not just any girl...
The most wonderful, beautiful, fantastic girl there ever was..
And I am madly and passionately in love with her
There is just one tiny problem...
As much as I love her... she loves me back just as much...
You say that doesn't sound like problem?
Well it is when you can sleep or work or be attentive in class because all you can think about is how much you need to be with her and how right after last class is over you are going to go to her room and be with her and damn the homework, since being with her is all that is important..
I spent the weekend with her...
No, I don't mean that I spent the day with her...
I actually mean that I came to her room 12:30pm Friday afternoon and did not leave her room until 5 am Monday morning
I just lover her soooo much it makes my heart hurt
I am just afraid it will be a dream...some fevered imagining and that any minute now I will wake up...
Barring that; I am afraid I am not good enough for her...that I, who has never kissed a girl, let alone had any type of a relationship with one; couldn't possibly satisfy the epitome of perfection that is the girl I love..
She completes me in a way I only dreamed possible...
I feel like so much more of a complete person because she is with me..
I feel a longing everyday to be with her...I need her like I have never needed anything else before...
I always believed in the idea that there was somebody out there for everyone, that there was somebody out there who was meant for you and loved only you. Unfortunately for me, I was pretty convinced that I would probably never find my one person.
Now I know that I have
We are like two halves of the same person
We have the same thoughts at almost he same time
She is the best there could be
Sleeping in my bed now seems...unappealing...because she is not there by my side
What a lucky man I am to have finally found someone who loves me as much as I love them...
I need to hold her in my arms and love her...
I need her now...
But I know that she is back in her room sleeping..
And for the first time in the last few days...I am not there next to her..
And not just any girl...
The most wonderful, beautiful, fantastic girl there ever was..
And I am madly and passionately in love with her
There is just one tiny problem...
As much as I love her... she loves me back just as much...
You say that doesn't sound like problem?
Well it is when you can sleep or work or be attentive in class because all you can think about is how much you need to be with her and how right after last class is over you are going to go to her room and be with her and damn the homework, since being with her is all that is important..
I spent the weekend with her...
No, I don't mean that I spent the day with her...
I actually mean that I came to her room 12:30pm Friday afternoon and did not leave her room until 5 am Monday morning
I just lover her soooo much it makes my heart hurt
I am just afraid it will be a dream...some fevered imagining and that any minute now I will wake up...
Barring that; I am afraid I am not good enough for her...that I, who has never kissed a girl, let alone had any type of a relationship with one; couldn't possibly satisfy the epitome of perfection that is the girl I love..
She completes me in a way I only dreamed possible...
I feel like so much more of a complete person because she is with me..
I feel a longing everyday to be with her...I need her like I have never needed anything else before...
I always believed in the idea that there was somebody out there for everyone, that there was somebody out there who was meant for you and loved only you. Unfortunately for me, I was pretty convinced that I would probably never find my one person.
Now I know that I have
We are like two halves of the same person
We have the same thoughts at almost he same time
She is the best there could be
Sleeping in my bed now seems...unappealing...because she is not there by my side
What a lucky man I am to have finally found someone who loves me as much as I love them...
I need to hold her in my arms and love her...
I need her now...
But I know that she is back in her room sleeping..
And for the first time in the last few days...I am not there next to her..