Apr 04, 2004 23:29
I got a new car, started school, does that mean I got a 'fresh start'? Nah, not really. It turns out I'm not so good at driving a stick just yet... although it does crank out some interesting results when I try. I was counting on too much from starting classes, and too soon; at this point, both of my classes bore me to tears. And I know MJ can back me up on at least one of my two classes. Rather than feeling like an intilectual, I feel like a sow with a dollar sign tattooed on its ass. At this point, I'm taking classes to get ready for the real deal, earn a degree, and have a real job. When I break it down for myself... i'm not sure, I'll have to think about it.
Not an unusual cop-out, but a particularly deadly one. By the time I figure out 'what I really want to do', I'll be quite to old to persue it. But at the same time, what if what I really want to do is ask myself THAT question and have a cubic butt ton of fun while doing so until i'm forty? Gah!