AAAAAgggghhh could i have had a worse monday ! :O
college was okay, except it was raining so i was soaking by the time i got there. Luckily we were watching The Importance of being Ernest (we're studying the play) so i had time to dry off next to the radiator but i hate when you get all soaked from the rain.
Once i got home there was also a pile of ironing waiting for me - not fun
i had to do dinner after the two hours of ironing, because no-one was in (failed to tell em that too !)
So anyway, i had to make my way to Drama so got a lift to the place where Lorraine picks me up and we were on our way. I was really looking forward to it because it was the first night of dancing.
So we're making our way there and we hit something on the road ! we pulled over and the bloody tyre had burst ! there had been something on the road and it had totally slashed the tyre. WE had to call Lorrain'es husband to get the RAC number then call them and wait for them to arrive. In all credit to them, they were there in 25 mins and the guy was very quick and really nice. but by this time we're really late. Didn't get in until after 8.30 so we were over an hour late and they had finished the routine :O. Susan kindly took time out her break to teach us it but confusingly complicated doesn't cover it ! WEe then stuck around for the dance audition which ofcourse was the routine i didn't sodding well know. i looked like a child with awful balance at their first tap class.
One of the choreographers was a teacher at my old dance school and she's lovely so she totally understood our situation and knows i can dance anyway. Ofcourse with my luck i was in the first group up and i messed up the whole of the start and a step at the end. The other choreographer - jonathan just stood and watched me and looked so unimpressed. Once we finished i ended up slinking into the corner and crying ! it's not that i was upset as such, i was just so fustrated with myself for messing it up and it annoyed me that people thoguht i was crap when i can dance and i know i can do it.
So i doubt very much i'll make the dance chorus which means i wont be in the opening number :(
Anyway, more uplifting stuff. I've almost finished my collage for my Dad's 50th birthday, i got both sets of grandparents to send me pictures of my mum and dad when they were younger i raided through the old family photo's and got loads of the four of us and the whole family. I'm really looking forward to the party. It's at our house and it's just family (ie all 30 of us :P) we always have games and stuff (my dad get's them from books and they're always really original and funny :P)Fraser's cooking and i'm doing dessert and serving :)
anyway's, i'm offskies :D <3
xxx