wooo an update o.O
Well this would be my real first update in a long time...I guess I really can't say much about what went on in my life that was much different from those entries of the past...my grades haven't really been great which is just like before...my conditions in life have stayed similar and friends still come and go despite my attempts to maintain such relationships. However even with that said in the end it still seems like more friends have gone compared to the amount that have come, and soon I will have reached another stage in life. Dunno if thats a good thing though...really I never enjoy change...I've had too much of that in my life to wish for more, and yet change always seems to find me despite my efforts to evade it...funny I thought I'd start this entry off as a happy one but in the end it was one of reflection upon my life as it was now...I don't know what I want in my life anymore. In the end just the simple desire to find happiness is all I ask for but as anyone can tell you happiness is not something easily obtainable... eh better end this short this is really ending up depressing xD...I'll try and come up with a happier entry later =x...perhaps if I wrote this 24 hrs earlier it be a lot better...it was such a nice morning oto...eh well no use complaining =x...hopefully I'll update again =D...if not...just nudge me ^_~