day 224
I needed to write this to get this off my chest. I'm tired of being angry. I'm tried of being up tight and a bitch. I'm tired of not being able to laugh about recent events in my life.
This is what I am calling all my friends to do....FUCKING MAKE ME LAUGH!
I dedicate this to Mari. For 2 reasons, 1) she made me laugh about a recent thing I got diagnosed with. And 2) she just doesn't give a fuck. So I have shit swimmin around in my liver...who the fuck cares. Mari called me full blown AIDS and I laughed for a good 20 minutes. Then she preceded to tell me she didn't know what FML was until about 5 minutes after I sent her the text. Which made me laugh for another 20 minutes. What I'm getting at is I fuck up, I do stupid things, I contract some disease, my boss hates me for being gone so damn much and in the end who the fuck cares?! Fucking laugh about it for fucks sake. Let me say fuck a few more times FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
K, better. I'm asking people to look at your life and stop being so damn serious. It just makes the world angry. Why do I love people in SD so much? Because they make me laugh. Chelsey got a DUI...they all laughed...of course the laughing came after hours of why to go you dick wad. But oh well. We laugh about it now. I got a DUI...who the fuck cares? I contracted a disease through my vag hole...I'mma throw a party for it. Fuck America. For being all about work, money, greed, lust, relationships.
I'm in love with a girl I can't have...fuck yea! That shit right there is made for someone to make fun of me. Come one Chelsey, liking a girl you can't have is like being in love with a dead cat. Just get the fuck over it. But no one fucking cares! Because they all make fun of me for it anyways. I love that at this point in my life I can just say fuck it...let's all laugh. Imagine if we all sat around for 20 minutes and just made fun of each other and didn't give a shit about what people thought about us?! It would be splendid.
Fucking make fun of your short comings, because in the end it makes you get over them a lot faster.
I'm a fuck up...you should be too.
This is what I am calling all my friends to do....FUCKING MAKE ME LAUGH!
I dedicate this to Mari. For 2 reasons, 1) she made me laugh about a recent thing I got diagnosed with. And 2) she just doesn't give a fuck. So I have shit swimmin around in my liver...who the fuck cares. Mari called me full blown AIDS and I laughed for a good 20 minutes. Then she preceded to tell me she didn't know what FML was until about 5 minutes after I sent her the text. Which made me laugh for another 20 minutes. What I'm getting at is I fuck up, I do stupid things, I contract some disease, my boss hates me for being gone so damn much and in the end who the fuck cares?! Fucking laugh about it for fucks sake. Let me say fuck a few more times FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
K, better. I'm asking people to look at your life and stop being so damn serious. It just makes the world angry. Why do I love people in SD so much? Because they make me laugh. Chelsey got a DUI...they all laughed...of course the laughing came after hours of why to go you dick wad. But oh well. We laugh about it now. I got a DUI...who the fuck cares? I contracted a disease through my vag hole...I'mma throw a party for it. Fuck America. For being all about work, money, greed, lust, relationships.
I'm in love with a girl I can't have...fuck yea! That shit right there is made for someone to make fun of me. Come one Chelsey, liking a girl you can't have is like being in love with a dead cat. Just get the fuck over it. But no one fucking cares! Because they all make fun of me for it anyways. I love that at this point in my life I can just say fuck it...let's all laugh. Imagine if we all sat around for 20 minutes and just made fun of each other and didn't give a shit about what people thought about us?! It would be splendid.
Fucking make fun of your short comings, because in the end it makes you get over them a lot faster.
I'm a fuck up...you should be too.