Jul 11, 2005 10:31
Tomorrow we'll celebrate 2 whole years of being married. How exciting! I know..it sounds boring to everyone else in the world...but to couples everywhere, it is such a happy time. It's a time to look back and remember the obstacles you've overcome, the fights, the tears, the happy moments. It's excitement :)
I've been drawing myself closer to God lately and it feels wonderful. No, nothing is still where it needs to be. But...the friendship that I had with a girl here has pretty much dwindled down to nothing. I feel so awkward around her and I know she feels the same way. I can't help but also feel guilty, not for any way I've treated her, but just for the fact that I believe God wants us to reconnect that friendship. Hopefully things will change and we'll get over our petty stupid arguments. I really don't like losing friends...or having them mad at me...so I'm trying to keep the ones that I have. All I can do is be myself, and be kind. (which sometimes is hard...but we are supposed to love those who are "unlovable", right??
Work is good...boring at times..but I like working with money and stuff...peace out..
KB