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So..I'm pregnant. Not a surprise if you talk to me or look at my Myspace really..but yeah. And You know..I used to have this thing I said..I got it from my mom..that pregnant women only use their pregnant mood swings as an excuse to be a bitch..but oh boy..was I wrong. So lately..I drop..EVERYTHING. I spill drink on me..drop them..spill garlic sauce from papa johns..everything..and its really frustrated. I read that pregnant women are more clumsy than usual because of the hormone relaxin and all this..and I dunno if its true..but Im definately a clumsy thing now. So that yesterday didn't make me feel too good..so then I go to wash dishes..and I understand I am at home all day..without a job..I should have to clean the house..whatever thats fine. But I just have one thing that I ask..PLEASE rinse the damn dishes off..don't just stick them in the sink with crap all over them..and stick it in the dishwasher when youre done. Its not that hard. And then the sink wouldn't smell funny and there wouldn't be piles of dishes..that makes the house look so dirty. Its just a big pet peeve I have from after living with Tyler. Ugh. That place was so disgusting..even though I cleaned everyday. Anyways..apparently in moms husbands eyes..I am nothing but a fucking maid..I am here to clean up after his ass. Alright..I understand he pays for things..but that doesn't mean you can leave the kitchen in a complete fucking mess. Anyways..Because of that..and dropping things..and getting water on me from doing the dishes and the antenna of the phone pulling my hair..I was soo frustrated..I wanted to cry but I didn't. So then yesterday morning I had sooo much trouble with my Medicaid and changing my doctor and all this and trying to get an appointment before the 19th because I am tired of waiting..its pissing me off..I suppose thats what I get though from trying to deal with the health department. I was supposed to go this morning to Fayetteville Womens Care to pee so they had it on file that I'm pregnant so I could get an appointment but apparently its not a matter of importance to some people so..I didn't end up going. I have to go Monday though. I have to get this stuff going. I need my bloodwork stuff and everything..I'm just stressing..I want my ultrasound..I want an EXACT due date..and to see that my baby is healthy..and to hear that heartbeat..