I don't know...ya know??
Dear journal,
Making plans is lame enough, but for them not to work is even LAMER...
Plans that worked PERFECTLY:
Olivia comming over afterschool, following the signs and whatnot.
Justin comming over
things that came up in the middle:
Sean comming over
(not that this was bad, it just meant we had to do some re-arranging, but they could be made)
Plans that got EFFED UP:
Kennywood fright nights
well, we couldnt go to kennywood, so we decided to go to Lowe's theater for a movie...one problem, we have no way to get there..BALLS
our last attempt to hang out: Have Liz and Kaylynn come over here...
turns out, those plans were able to work...
they come over, we all hang out, then we get a phone call from Amanda, and she wants us to go to the Four-square thing...Hmm...we were gonnna get chinese food and then watch movies, so our night was already planned...
Turns out, Amanda gets upset at this, and this makes me and Kaylynn and everyone else feel bad, so then we start thinking about going because we feel bad...one problem...if we go, then Amanda will think that we went just because she was upset, and this would make her mad...
Well, I really didnt care what we did, as long as we got to hang out...
we coem back to my house, Amanda shows up, and she looks really upset..so she decides to take Kaylynn, Sean, and Liz out to the place...
...I wasn't cool with this...I couldn't believe that Amanda would come down and take them away just because she wanted to hang out with them...I tried my best to be able to hang out with Kaylynn, and before you know it, she is gone...Was Amanda upset because her plans didnt work, so she just wanted to hang out with them?...why didn't she just find other people to go to the four square thing?..i have no clue...i am used to being the guy left out, but this one hurt a lot...I know she didnt mean it and Amanda is nothing short of sweet, but i wish she wouldve known how I felt...then maybe i wouldnt of been the only one feeling bad about doing something that i didnt mean to even do...argh
well, Tomorrow Amanda is having her sleepover thing, and Kaylynn will be there, so maybe we can have a nice night there...
I hope...