Counting down the days...
Yesterday I broke down and texted Justin. After not talking for over a month, and thinking about him every day, I had to. We've been talking ever since. It's so hard to know that you're in love with someone but can't be with them. It would have worked if I wasn't living in Winona, but life threw that curveball and we both knew that it just wasn't possible. My being in Winona Monday through Fridays, and him working 30 hours every weekend, it just wasn't possible.
We talked about the future tonight. I've never believed in soulmates, but right now I believe he is the only one for me. I'll be back in the cities next Fall and we're both counting down the days. It's so hard to know that you finally found the one you were looking for but can only see them in your dreams.
I know this sounds cheesy, but nobody has ever made me feel the way I do when I think about Justin. My heart skips a beat and I get the tingles in the stomach just like every girl dreams of. I broke up with him in July, and as the months have gone by my feelings for him and his feelings for me have only grown stronger. How is that possible? I'm counting down the days until I can be in his arms again.
The only thing...I'm dating someone right now and I feel a little guilty. It's nothing serious, for either of us, but I still can't help but feel like a rotten person for longing for someone else. But I have to date right? It's the healthy thing to do right? Because even though right now I want to be with Justin and hope to be with him in the future, you never know where 1 year will take you.
Am I totally off base?
We talked about the future tonight. I've never believed in soulmates, but right now I believe he is the only one for me. I'll be back in the cities next Fall and we're both counting down the days. It's so hard to know that you finally found the one you were looking for but can only see them in your dreams.
I know this sounds cheesy, but nobody has ever made me feel the way I do when I think about Justin. My heart skips a beat and I get the tingles in the stomach just like every girl dreams of. I broke up with him in July, and as the months have gone by my feelings for him and his feelings for me have only grown stronger. How is that possible? I'm counting down the days until I can be in his arms again.
The only thing...I'm dating someone right now and I feel a little guilty. It's nothing serious, for either of us, but I still can't help but feel like a rotten person for longing for someone else. But I have to date right? It's the healthy thing to do right? Because even though right now I want to be with Justin and hope to be with him in the future, you never know where 1 year will take you.
Am I totally off base?