It occurred to Spock that his body may not have been changing for no reason. That, by some surprise, there was some purpose for all of this, and that his erratic sleep schedule and diet were not coincidental or unrelated in any way. The internal demands to organize his new-found home should not have been taken as an independent event, either. Taken
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He said it aloud, he screamed it in his/their head as he stared back at the stranger pinning him down. Something was terribly wrong with Spock, maybe he'd hit his head, maybe some creature had attacked him, maybe-
Oh fuck.
Like a shock of cold water it hit him, all at the same time. The sleepiness, the cravings, the little symptoms that Spock had been complaining about, that he could see evidenced now. Pon farr Fuck, he'd even considered and dismissed the idea as 'not possible'. Well, it looked fucking possible now.
But even then, this was wrong. Spock didn't want him like that, didn't want him for this. Nyota, yes, she was the one he belonged with, Jim even, Spock and Jim had that thing between them that Bones didn't like to think about-
Jim. Where was Jim? Jim's bike was outside, Jim was around here somewhere... Spock was injured. "Where's Jim?" he screamed, trying even harder to get away now, unable to get his hands out of Spock's grip. His legs were slipping as they scrambled to get away from Spock's body, pushing back as hard as he could. Shit, what- had he? Had he done this? With Jim? Something stopped inside him at the idea, just- stopped.
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Spock closed the distance between them again with silent steps.
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"Think about what you're doing. This isn't right, Spock." Scrambing behind the island, his eyes darted around, looking for something, anything, keeping as far away from the Vulcan as he could. Maybe get him talking. Get him to see what he was doing. "You're hurt. I can help you."
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"Leonard." He said his name again, facing him from the other side of the island. "You are my mate." The growl was there in the undercurrents of his voice again. The requirements of such a title were self-evident.
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Another thought in his head. "Where is she? She's not hurt?" he asked. Fuck, this was getting worse by the moment.
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He was thinking too much, too fast, and now he was fucked 'cause Spock had his shirt again, fuck, this is why he was a doctor and not a soldier. Spock was pulling him and Bones could feel the fabric tearing in Spock's fingers. Feigning a step to the left, he turned and moved right, trying to get out of there.
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From this vantage point Bones could get a knee up and he kicked as hard as he could in Spock's direction and scrambled backwards on the island countertop.
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The kick sent him back against the cabinets, bouncing a little off of their oh-so-comfortable face. It twisted his balance, so he had to stop first before going after Leonard again, swiping for an ankle, a limb, or if he was lucky, a pant leg. Achieving nudity appeared to be half the battle.
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But Spock had him again, pants this time, and Bones kicked at him again, laying on his back and trying to free his leg from that grip, feeling like he was starting to lose his breath now. Harder to breath... Fuck.
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"Leonard." His hands darted forward, grasping both sides of his face in a vice-tight grip. "Kroika." He commanded him to stop, words and telepathy and the sheer force of his presence all committed to this one purpose.
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Kroika. He could feel the words, Spock's command loud inside his head but his connection to someone else, someone he needed to find and protect, was stronger. Stop it.
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Right now, it was inconvenient. It nearly sent him off the countertop, saved only by a hasty grab at the sink faucet that may or may not have to be replaced later. Again, his body lurched forward, this time grabbing for Leonard's wrists, something to pin down. If he could get close enough, then he wouldn't have to worry about being kicked off, either, and he could simply wait until Leonard was tired and pliable, like Jim.
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He stilled a moment, gathering his energy for one more try. One foot caught the edge of a cabinet, and Bones pushed backward, sending them both off the island. The crash hurt like fuck, Bones hitting the floor and feeling it all over, his head swimming and Spock sprawled on top of him, but he couldn't stop, not now.
Bones scrambled backwards on the floor as fast as he could.
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Again, he ignored it in favour of what he yearned for, what he didn't have yet. Spock let him scramble as he readied for the pounce, waiting for Leonard get to the optimal distance before he leapt forward, tackling him into the ground.
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