May 13, 2005 23:41
why do i get these feeling for some one when i know that im only going to be hurt in the end. all of the girls i have liked in the past as either no clue who iam or is not interested in me im starting to think that no girl is i hate feeling this way i dont have any self confidence when it comes to girls because i only have been hurt in the past year that it as shot my confidence down. and now im really starting to get feelings for this girl that i again believe im not good enough for i love her personalty shes shes like some one i can really have fun being with and she is very attractive as well i had some classes with her a few years ago and i know her personally alittle bit but ever time i see her my heart begins to race i had the chance to walk next to her the other day in school but i couldnt get my self to speak to her because being that close to her gave me this strange feeling but it was a good feeling that i cant explain but that feeling is something i really could get use to. im going to try to talk to a friend of mine about my situation because shes really good friends with her maybe my friend can help me threw this