April showers bring May flowers
So it's May now and i definately hope to more flowers than showers. The past two saturdays have been rainy and gross, and on those days i have chosen to do calculus at andy hilnbrands house which is a nice thing to do...except when you fail at calculus and life such as i do. yesterday cari and i went to do math practically all day just to find out that we did way worse on this test then the practice one we took last weekend. everyone keeps being like you just dont have enough confidence in your math skills, well see the problem is that i felt confident when i took this test, so i left less blank and thought i knew what i was doing...guess not. goodness me. i just have to remind myself of the better things in my life right now. Cari and i went prom dress shopping yesterday, i couldn't find just the right one, partly because im cheap and partly because it seems like there just isnt that many prom dress stores in the holyoke mall. Seriously. we went in all of them. even sears. lol. nothing there. i know what kind of dress i want, so thats good at least; strapless and long down to the floor. color and fabric are also important but if i can find a good one for no more then $130 then im good. Mmmm i am having a coconut ice coffee right now (wicked good times) and listening to atmosphere who i havent heard in a while.
what the hell else is new
-i love driving standard
-got to start training at coldstone. i dont think this week is gonna work out, to many things to do. definately the week after mothers day weekend.
-my mom went to the cape
-ive been chilling with livi and hillary they've been here all weekend
-things are going really good with rob he's amazing. its been really hard for us to not see each other everyday like we did over vacation. i want the school year to be over with so i can chill with him more. we hung out friday and yesterday. friday we had a lot of fun together, he's proud of my standard driving. i told him i had a good teacher. yesterday was more low-key, he got out of work around 10ish and came over and we smoked a lot of herb and watched half baked for a little while, my second time seeing it yesterday, livi's third time, rob and i got alone time which was good. he makes me really happy when i'm around him, the hardest part is definately feeling like i can't get enough of him, i dont see him as much as i would like to. whats gonna happen when he goes to college? i dont want to talk about it. i miss him right now.
-i hate asking my dad for money, but this is an expensive time in my life.
-i wear my scars like the rings on a pimp
-snack bar today at kidsports 11-6
im sad that i didnt get to see a lie of the mind this weekend, just too goddam busy! can't make everyone happy right>
what the hell else is new
-i love driving standard
-got to start training at coldstone. i dont think this week is gonna work out, to many things to do. definately the week after mothers day weekend.
-my mom went to the cape
-ive been chilling with livi and hillary they've been here all weekend
-things are going really good with rob he's amazing. its been really hard for us to not see each other everyday like we did over vacation. i want the school year to be over with so i can chill with him more. we hung out friday and yesterday. friday we had a lot of fun together, he's proud of my standard driving. i told him i had a good teacher. yesterday was more low-key, he got out of work around 10ish and came over and we smoked a lot of herb and watched half baked for a little while, my second time seeing it yesterday, livi's third time, rob and i got alone time which was good. he makes me really happy when i'm around him, the hardest part is definately feeling like i can't get enough of him, i dont see him as much as i would like to. whats gonna happen when he goes to college? i dont want to talk about it. i miss him right now.
-i hate asking my dad for money, but this is an expensive time in my life.
-i wear my scars like the rings on a pimp
-snack bar today at kidsports 11-6
im sad that i didnt get to see a lie of the mind this weekend, just too goddam busy! can't make everyone happy right>