Oct 09, 2005 03:27
Hi! So yea, long time again... it is okay though. Lots to update, but I am tired so it will be short. In between updates a lot has gone on. I've learned a lot. I love to read books that better myself and to learn things that help improve me. Anyway.. I went to a wedding tonight. It was so nice. My thing is: I'm SO excited about getting married, but I know I'm not fully ready. I have no prospect for one... haha, thats the most important thing, but even if I did then I wouldn't be ready. Anyway.. I look so forward to treating my husband like a prince! I look forward to baking him cookies, making him breakfast in bed, drawing his bath, back, foot and body massages, encouraging him to go out and play a round of golf with his friends *(I'll ask to come watch every now and again b/c I love to watch golf...)*, the nights he wants to watch "the game" I can't wait to make him and whoever popcorn to go along with it. I can't wait for us to travel, make him chicken noodle soup when he is sick, iron his clothes, play and have fun together and with an amazing group of friends!!! I will be so faithful, caring, truthful and loving. I pray that my relationship ahead will have God as the base of it and center of it at all times. I pray He is the foundation of it. I have so much love that I can't wait to share with whoever he is! What I would like to do with my life is IF God has someone in His plan for me, and we have been dating long enough.. I want to get engaged around at LEAST 25 years old... That is ONLY if God has someone in His plan for me by that time and IF we have been dating long enough. After I've been married long enough I also can't wait to be the best mom! I love kids so much and I can but can't wait to have amazing children of my own. Yay for one day! :) Job-wise.. I would like to be an event planner at a golf resort. I love the coast, so a golf resort on the coast is always nice! :) We'll see. Anyway~ If God has that stuff in store for me, I'll be the BEST I can possibly be in all categories! For now, Jesus loves me and that excites me the most! Fun times ahead! <3, Caroline