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[cshane]

its weird because so many of the population,
so much of the population is addicted or - or you know compulsive. and impulsive.
im really, like, compulsive about shit. when i cant fix my head
with, you know, with a certain drug or whatever ill clean something up. you know.
or i'll, i get really like, fucking fidgety and uncomfortable and i get,
i fly off the handle easy, you know. its like if its not,
if im not gorging myself on, on, on one thing im fucking...im trying to fill that, that hole some other way, you know what i mean.
its always this great feeling of need and it doesnt ne-necessarily have to be of anything in particular,
its just something that you dont know what it is which drives you that much more insane sometimes.
you know. and thats what a lot of people today, um, suffer from and a lot of
people dont even realise it. you know.
i dont profess to know everything about it but. u know. i dont know. i just uh. i know that theres that hole that needs to be filled. and uh.
a lot of people die trying.