psycho but better
so last weekend i gotta admit i was fucking psycho. i got mad at ian and i talked shit to everyone. the next day i call ian and i just wanna talk. i didn't want to break up or anything i just wanted to talk. then he says he wants to go on a break and i trip out and i say we might as well break up. i freak out i don't want to party on saturday night but my friends are too nice to let me stay home alone. the girls trick me into going to a party. both nights i was really trashed. on friday night i was throwing up all over the freeway. when i got home i was throwing up and crying on the bathroom floor. truly a pathetic moment in my life. saturday morning angie calls me and says don't be sad, get revenge. then sunday rolls around and me and ian go to lunch and we're back together. gah!! sooo...its been hard for me to act normal again because i will forever be sensitive about this incident. i'm traumatized. i can't even listen to those songs because they make me cringe. now ian is gone to cabo....
thursday:
i was a gay and stayed home because i had lots of homework to do :(
friday:
we went to a party in rowland heights. then we went to chateau de manahan. saw amat people at the rowland party which was sorta whack. it was cool but there were waaaay more people just standing around and people who were whack because i say they are. it was still fun i guess. i saw mike bui and he told me sean aquino is way weird. he's cool though. went to manahan's house and i saw peter's baby sister. oh peter is you see this we're going to get you wasted for your bday. in fact, you'll be so wasted you'll never want to drink again. muahahah.
saturday:
riverside is waaack. got pretty drunk pretty easy. idk what's wrong. hmph! anywho...we were so hungry we went looking for food then some guy had chips. it was the chip guy. then i think dafid shoo'ed him away. then dafid's cousin's boyfriend [it was his bday party] went and picked up angie and they were walking away together. so dafid got mad and started talking shit to the bf. i was like fuuuck. but angie said they were just going to go get a drink. lemme just say not long after we went home. i can't believe i got home before my brother! my baby brother went to prom and he got home like an hour after me.
now as for today...i feel retarded. i miss ian. i want him to come home.
thursday:
i was a gay and stayed home because i had lots of homework to do :(
friday:
we went to a party in rowland heights. then we went to chateau de manahan. saw amat people at the rowland party which was sorta whack. it was cool but there were waaaay more people just standing around and people who were whack because i say they are. it was still fun i guess. i saw mike bui and he told me sean aquino is way weird. he's cool though. went to manahan's house and i saw peter's baby sister. oh peter is you see this we're going to get you wasted for your bday. in fact, you'll be so wasted you'll never want to drink again. muahahah.
saturday:
riverside is waaack. got pretty drunk pretty easy. idk what's wrong. hmph! anywho...we were so hungry we went looking for food then some guy had chips. it was the chip guy. then i think dafid shoo'ed him away. then dafid's cousin's boyfriend [it was his bday party] went and picked up angie and they were walking away together. so dafid got mad and started talking shit to the bf. i was like fuuuck. but angie said they were just going to go get a drink. lemme just say not long after we went home. i can't believe i got home before my brother! my baby brother went to prom and he got home like an hour after me.
now as for today...i feel retarded. i miss ian. i want him to come home.