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i fucking hate the beginnings. they say everyones addicted to beginnings but im not because theyre awkward, stressful, and leave you wondering about shit constantly. I just want that part to be over. I want to know you really well and I want you to know me really well. I want to skip the whole part where we are trying to keep each other on our toes thinking that its the only way to keep each others interest. Its not. Clearly theres something there; something thats rare for me to find. I'm not like most people and I dont go falling all over everyone that I meet. so yea, i hope i dont fuck this up like i have every other half decent thing ive had.
and also....what i the recurring theme of tv shows about metal. why are they always present the first time anything like that seems to happen? fucking freaky man. maybe i was in god forbid in a past life.
and also....what i the recurring theme of tv shows about metal. why are they always present the first time anything like that seems to happen? fucking freaky man. maybe i was in god forbid in a past life.