Sometimes I like to think I'm a good girlfriend......
Man, I don't know what it is, but tonight I just wanted to tell Dreu over and over that I love him. Sometimes I think I go in cycles- for a few days I feel like its pointless to keep telling him, because he knows I love him, and then I have a few days where I just want to tell him over and over... it feels like i'm just not getting the point across. But there just aren't words, you know? Those are the times I just try to catch his eyes, hoping he can see into my insides and understand.
We are so tight on money. All of the time. We get paid on opposite weeks, and every Friday, when one of us comes home with a check, we pay off whatever is due that week, and set aside money for gas, groceries, and one meal out. That one meal out is important, you know? Give us a chance, just the two of us, to relax and catch up with one another, especially as we're both starting school again and things are getting crazy. Some days (like today) it feels like we'll never have enough money to live comfortably. I really hope I'm wrong about that.
Even with our tight budget, I try to do little things to show him that I"m always thinking about him. I just got home from Walgreens, where I was sent on a mission while he was at work, and after Price Chopper failed me. He needs sunscreen, because working at Okemo all day is making the sunpoisening he already has on his face worse. (i realize this paragraph is a gramatical nightmare, and Sarah, my little dictionary, you are more than welcome to give me shit for it.) So I went to Walgreens and found SPF 30 oil free sunscreen in a stick, which is cool. I think it rubs on like deoderant, except the stick is way smaller. But it means he doesn't have to get his hands messy, or take his gloves off to put more on. I also splurged and bought a thermous. It wasn't too expensive, and that way he can have something hot with him while he's up on the mountain. Even if its just tea, it's something hot to fill his insides andd help him warm up. I try to be good like that.
His mom is supposed to be in town this weekend, and I'm really excited about that!
And the exciting news: As of Monday at 9AM (ok, well 7-10 days later when the papers come in the mail...) his name change will be official!! Dreu Jakob B*****.
Also, check this out, let me know if you're interested: http://www.uvm.edu/~tic
We are so tight on money. All of the time. We get paid on opposite weeks, and every Friday, when one of us comes home with a check, we pay off whatever is due that week, and set aside money for gas, groceries, and one meal out. That one meal out is important, you know? Give us a chance, just the two of us, to relax and catch up with one another, especially as we're both starting school again and things are getting crazy. Some days (like today) it feels like we'll never have enough money to live comfortably. I really hope I'm wrong about that.
Even with our tight budget, I try to do little things to show him that I"m always thinking about him. I just got home from Walgreens, where I was sent on a mission while he was at work, and after Price Chopper failed me. He needs sunscreen, because working at Okemo all day is making the sunpoisening he already has on his face worse. (i realize this paragraph is a gramatical nightmare, and Sarah, my little dictionary, you are more than welcome to give me shit for it.) So I went to Walgreens and found SPF 30 oil free sunscreen in a stick, which is cool. I think it rubs on like deoderant, except the stick is way smaller. But it means he doesn't have to get his hands messy, or take his gloves off to put more on. I also splurged and bought a thermous. It wasn't too expensive, and that way he can have something hot with him while he's up on the mountain. Even if its just tea, it's something hot to fill his insides andd help him warm up. I try to be good like that.
His mom is supposed to be in town this weekend, and I'm really excited about that!
And the exciting news: As of Monday at 9AM (ok, well 7-10 days later when the papers come in the mail...) his name change will be official!! Dreu Jakob B*****.
Also, check this out, let me know if you're interested: http://www.uvm.edu/~tic