ugh
Sometimes I wonder whether the things you are meant to do and the person you are meant to be isn't really how thing are meant to become. I do believe in destiny but lately I'm not so sure I understood my destiny correctly. Instead I forced a future that I was not meant to have rather than what was intended. Is fate trying to steer me in the correct direction now. Is too much unhappiness and frustration an indication of choosing another path. Everything is quite hazy. I'm not so sure of many things anymore. All I know is I just want to be happy being me and just to be able to see 7 feet ahead of me instead of 2 in this foggy confusion. Divinity, send me a sign, or at least a fog light.