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Today is shaping up to be one of the worst days ever. I went to film my first graded project for Film Production 1 and didn't realize the kid who used the camera before me left the filter in the lightstick. So I ended up over-exposing the entire roll of film. I seriously don't know what to do. I don't have any time to reshoot it and to get in in on time. But I'm ordering a roll tomorrow anyway and my actors agreed to shoot way late on Wednesday night. But if that doesn't turn out well I get to fail. No more scholarship. Then I'll have to go to FGCU if even they'll take me. Why did I choose to be a film major? I'm no good at it. I should have stuck with PR because it was easy. I wouldn't be stressing about grades and time commitments. Well, hopefully something good will happen today, but it's not looking too promising.
I wish I had a best friend to talk to. Instead, I just want to disappear forever.
I wish I had a best friend to talk to. Instead, I just want to disappear forever.