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A couple of things...
1) That dream that was discussed last update actually came to be. Which has me questioning the power of the mind. Actually, it creeps me out...not gonna lie. Anyway, yea. So to those who commented with your dreams, thanks...and you guys are weird...those dreams freak me the fuck out.
2) I don't know why, but I actually have to desire to cut back smoking. Don't worry kids, I'm not quitting. I know that would give some of you out there heart attacks, so I'm still a smoker. But I have this desire to cut back....and I can't put my finger on the reason. It's like that voice inside my head telling me to "Kill, Kill, Kill them all...." It's odd, but I may actually listen to this one. Oh, and if any of you do know the reason fill me in....and to the "reason" itself....fuck you! I love me my nicotine!
3) Okay, something weird is happening. ~insight into Chris time, everyone.~ I have control. Almost every aspect of my life, I have the control. My life has been like driving a car, I know what I'm doing and I'm steering the wheel. (I have this distinct belief that if I were a pilot I would never use auto-pilot...) Anyway, I'm getting off track. For the first time in my existence (maybe second) I have no control over a situation...and let me tell you...I'm not fond of it. However I will say this, while I do loathe not having control I'm not going to fight this. I'm going to let it be, let it take it's course. (Don't spread that around...it'll ruin my reputation)
1) That dream that was discussed last update actually came to be. Which has me questioning the power of the mind. Actually, it creeps me out...not gonna lie. Anyway, yea. So to those who commented with your dreams, thanks...and you guys are weird...those dreams freak me the fuck out.
2) I don't know why, but I actually have to desire to cut back smoking. Don't worry kids, I'm not quitting. I know that would give some of you out there heart attacks, so I'm still a smoker. But I have this desire to cut back....and I can't put my finger on the reason. It's like that voice inside my head telling me to "Kill, Kill, Kill them all...." It's odd, but I may actually listen to this one. Oh, and if any of you do know the reason fill me in....and to the "reason" itself....fuck you! I love me my nicotine!
3) Okay, something weird is happening. ~insight into Chris time, everyone.~ I have control. Almost every aspect of my life, I have the control. My life has been like driving a car, I know what I'm doing and I'm steering the wheel. (I have this distinct belief that if I were a pilot I would never use auto-pilot...) Anyway, I'm getting off track. For the first time in my existence (maybe second) I have no control over a situation...and let me tell you...I'm not fond of it. However I will say this, while I do loathe not having control I'm not going to fight this. I'm going to let it be, let it take it's course. (Don't spread that around...it'll ruin my reputation)