*SIGH*
Well I just called josh and as usual it was pointless.
I dont even know why I care any more. I wish I could just realize that he doesnt have feelings for me anymore and move on. damn
I mean the crap he gives me....if any other guy gave me that BS i would forget about them right then...but for some reason i believe josh when he tells me stuff...
but what i dont get is that like his friend talks about how much of an asshole he is to me and to everyone.....even if i was a bitch my friends wouldnt do that to me......like talk about how much of an ass i am behind my back...
what i hate is that there is people that care about me so much and they are so sweet but i just blow them off for josh....
well i feel better now....
I guess im going to go to Sonic with James because he is about to leave.
I dont even know why I care any more. I wish I could just realize that he doesnt have feelings for me anymore and move on. damn
I mean the crap he gives me....if any other guy gave me that BS i would forget about them right then...but for some reason i believe josh when he tells me stuff...
but what i dont get is that like his friend talks about how much of an asshole he is to me and to everyone.....even if i was a bitch my friends wouldnt do that to me......like talk about how much of an ass i am behind my back...
what i hate is that there is people that care about me so much and they are so sweet but i just blow them off for josh....
well i feel better now....
I guess im going to go to Sonic with James because he is about to leave.