Bummed Out.....
Kenneth and Robert just left. Pissed off again. When I woke up this morning he didnt say one word to me. I dont get people anymore. I dont feel like doing anything. Actually I do. But I dont know what. I dont feel like talking to anybody. I just want to be alone. Tonight I was going to do something...then go to a party or just party with some people. But now I dont know. I dont know how to get there anyway or who I would go with since I wont to be alone. Maybe my brother and Robert or James would like to go. I would most definatly enjoy that. Especially since I ditched him last night. I dont know though. They probably have plans and are pissed off at me still anyway. I guess if they are I will just be by myself. I suck. The phones keeps ringing but I dont want to see who it is for fear that it may be someone planning on doing something or someone who wants to talk. I dont feel like talking to anyone. I forgot how to play the guitar. That really bums me out. I guess Im going to go try to remember. Or I may just sit here feeling miserable until Kenneth comes home.