school

[crzywtthescorps]

So i havent updated in awhile. It sucks so bad that summer is over. Its like during summer you are so care free and do everything and anything, now all of a sudden everything changes. Summer was like the best thing ever now i have to come back to reality and it sucks. Gilbert is gone to Art school way the hell in brookhaven and it sucks. I didnt think it was going to be this hard being away from him but it is. We were so use to seeing eachother EVERY day and now we cant see eachother for weeks at a time. And this weekend he cant come home b/c his dad is being gay. I love gilbert so much, im so miserable without seeing him...when i found out that he couldnt come home this weekend i cried..and i was over at lukes house so it kinda sucked..i wanted to cry so hard but i couldnt. i dont no what to do. i need advice. but like if we broke up i think i would be more miserable not being able to talk to him than i am now. uhhh relationships are so hard and confusing..it sucks. and it makes me even more mad b/c there is other girls up there with him and as much as i dont want to admit it i am a jealouse person so it sucks. and the things that he tells me about how the girls all think hes hott and about this one girl michelle thats trying to get in his pants just make it that much more worse. uuuhh i just dont no what to do.im so sad right now..i think im going to go cry...

**my cell phone is disconnected at the moment so if your trying to get a hold of me...no i did not change my number...
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