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[crzyne131]

Classes begin again in a month and 2 days... how intense... where the hell did summer go? I know where summer went and I can't say I'm sad to see it go. Already I feel like I'm going to look back and sigh about the Summer of '06.
Wake up, eat, take a nap, wake up, eat, go to bed, repeat. <-- that's how I plan on spending the rest of my summer.

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[crzyne131]

I don't believe that happiness is unachievable... I just don't think that it's continual. Everything has an equal and opposite reaction... so happiness comes but is counteracted with unhappiness (which comes in many different forms)and the happier you are, the harder it is to deal with whatever is causing you to be unhappy. I think I'm talking in circles.
Perhaps I should rephrase to something along the lines of... certain unachieved intentions are worth little.
Knowing what little I do about you (that you look at random people's facebook profile for I am only assuming that we don't know each other and for some reason you were compelled to read my journal and your major is cellular biology) i get the feeling that you don't mind being alone in a sea of people. I would venture to say that it takes more effort to only know 10 people after 3 and half years of college than it would take to know the entire uga population. I'm having a hard time fathoming that extremity of shyness. But basically you're telling me that you're not going to tell me who you are?

[crzyne131]

hhmmmmm, before i say anything i must clarify that i was looking for something when i stumbled upon your profile. Though it may be hard to believe i'm that shy. I'd be lying if i told you that i haven' craved human contact from time to time; however, every time it happens i remember that loneliness has always been my best companion. Then, i imagine the consequences that it may bring. Lastly, i just tell myself that i'm a fool and i should realize that things are fine the way they are. It just feels like somehow i can't relate to them and being alone has become a habit. I guess i wrote in your journal because i found several thoughts that i could relate with. so, do you suppose that human life and happiness are nothing but a never ending cycle of misery and glory? Does the fact that you're unhappy mean that its counterpart is a guarantee? I'm sorry for asking but i just have trouble embracing the cause and effect belief. In fact i have trouble sharing quite a number of popular beliefs (i'm atheist). I've talked enough. By the way i'll tell you my name if you have the kindness of telling me why you want to know.