Jun 15, 2008 08:29
I have been having the strangest and strongest dreams lately. It has gotten to the point that I wake up and I am not sure what is real and what was a dream. The only ones I can be sure about are the ones that are impossible to be true, as in I work at Subway. It is a crazy feeling. The most disturbing dream was the one where I imagined Anthony pushing on me and I could see his whole face through the side of my stomach. It kind of creeped me out at first; I guess I just really want to see his face.
I can't believe it's only 3 months away. That's like nothing if you think about it. I went crib shopping the other day. All the cribs look the same to me, eventually I will bring one home, but I will still have to figure out where to fit it in my tiny apartment. You would be surprised how small an apartment can get when you need to add stuff to it, or just when more people show up.
Last week, Paul's kids got to come over for almost the entire week, which was nice. It didn't get bad until the cousins started staying over. Sure, the kids were playing with each other and out of my hair, but by the end there were 5 kids staying over and I was ready to tear my hair out. At least give me a room to shove them all in so I don't have to hear them! Haha. Paul said I should get used to it. I'm used to kids, just not 24/7 (mind you this is also while I am teaching/babysitting, so I was either working with kids or at home with kids.)
Anything happening not on the kid front? Not really. I don't go anywhere and don't do anything. Everyone seems so busy lately. I guess that is what it is now that we are all adults. I do miss ya'll though.
Happy Father's Day.