Oct 30, 2005 16:59
So I had to say goodbye to Mike at the Y, so sad...we had a roast for him at Old Chicago and I started crying when he gave me a hug. I've known him for so long and he has done so much for me, I feel like I owe him my first child.
Friday afternoon I left for Orlando. It was fun, that night we walked around Downtown Disney. We saw a cover band play at Pleasure Island-they played all 80s songs, kicked ass. Then we found an Irish Pub and they were checking I.D. for 21 to get in.....I thought for sure they were going to ask me, but they didn't! They let me go right in! They figured I was 21! Do I really look that old?? There was an Irish band and a dancer that danced on the tall table,awesome. Saturday we went to Epcot (rode the new ride Soarin') and Magic Kingdom, very long day...and we went back to downtown.
It's getting closer and closer to winter. I love winter. But I would also like someone to cuddle with. Cuddle and watch movies...sounds fun, doesn't it?
I have a hard time trusting people and I'm sorry.
I'm so lost with my life right now, but I continue to smile everyday and not let it get to me.
Halloween is tomorrow and I have no plans....lame? I think so.