Quickie
I dont have much time because im at work, but i just need a place to vent to. venting to my friends only results in conflicted outside opinions and i become torn between what friends i should listen to. im finally realizing tht i need to start listening to MYSELF more and others less, but ive become so used to not making my own decisions that ive become indecisive.
1) my anxiety is thru the fucking roof
2) the fighting between me and mike is rediculous im so sick of him being a selfish CHILD but he doenst even see it! ugh. i love him to death but shit needs to happen if its gonna work.
3) terrorist threats from today have me freaking the fuck out about studying abroad. the airport we are flying into is closed to international flights right now.
4) my job sucks (one week left thank god)
there are many good things in my life as well dont get me wrong, but i really do think i am bipolar and the depression is setting in again. its been gone all summer but its oming back...alrght im at work i gtg...
1) my anxiety is thru the fucking roof
2) the fighting between me and mike is rediculous im so sick of him being a selfish CHILD but he doenst even see it! ugh. i love him to death but shit needs to happen if its gonna work.
3) terrorist threats from today have me freaking the fuck out about studying abroad. the airport we are flying into is closed to international flights right now.
4) my job sucks (one week left thank god)
there are many good things in my life as well dont get me wrong, but i really do think i am bipolar and the depression is setting in again. its been gone all summer but its oming back...alrght im at work i gtg...