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i HATE feeling helpless. i have lost control of everything in my life. my car got towed and i had to pay 110 to get it out, but i shouldnt have been towedso its bullshit. then i didnt have the money to pay so my nana insists on paying but she doesnt even have enough money to take care of herself nevermind me!! i hate taking money from people i feel so indebted and helpless. furthermoer i have no control over me and robbie. i cant even tell him how i feel because im so afraid of rejection. why does this all have to happen during finals week?
merry fucking christmas cuz all my christmas money just went to paying the towing fee, and to top it off i dont even have a place to stay for christmas. i wish right now i could just disappear
im so sick of acting strong and being strong for other people. im ready to just let go i cant take it anymore. i feel like ive been putting on a show for everyone the past month and im just so sick of it! i want robbie back and i want to be financially stable on my own, without help from anyone else!! i really need to catch a break...
merry fucking christmas cuz all my christmas money just went to paying the towing fee, and to top it off i dont even have a place to stay for christmas. i wish right now i could just disappear
im so sick of acting strong and being strong for other people. im ready to just let go i cant take it anymore. i feel like ive been putting on a show for everyone the past month and im just so sick of it! i want robbie back and i want to be financially stable on my own, without help from anyone else!! i really need to catch a break...