upset yet hopeful...do they belong together?

Mar 10, 2007 22:56

so after plenty of anticipation about seeing my boyfriend yesterday(countdowns and all were made)...that didnt work. I missed my plane and came home at night instead of the afternoon. that therefore changed my plans and i was unable to see him. He continued being a sweetheart and texting me and even left a drunk call at 4 am to say he was at the RPI campus and to call when i woke up because it isn't far from my house and he wanted to see me ASAP. then we make plans for tonight..nothing more than 'i want to see you tonight' so i call at 5 like i said i would and told him i had errands and would call back in an hr or so. Its 6:30..goes to voicemail when i call. I'm pretty sure i called twice more. Then i left a message on his facebook wall since mr.popular's voicemail box is full. Then as a last shot i texted him. then it was about 8:15 and he said he had an errand to run and a friend to drop off before he could see me. i say w/e and i went to see ash @ SUNY figuring i could make good use of the time and see one of my bests in the little time i have. he said he'd call me at 9:15..its soon 9:35ish..and no call. I call once..nothing...i call twice...picks up to saying..let me call u back. Then I drop off Ash at her dorm and its about 9:50...call once, nothing...call twice, he picks up..i ask how much longer he needs..he says a half hour. By this point I was annoyed and said I had nowhere else to go. Then he says "hang a second" so being a good girlfriend, i do. I hear what sounded like a friendly get together with booze and friends.. i hear him saying he's getting it started (like to another person)...then he says hang on hang on...and it either cut out or he hung up

either way he did not call me back..i called him twice more and no answer and finally ended it with a "Babe...my phone is dying and i guess u are busy tonight. call in the next 15 or i guess i'll see u tomorrow"

i hope i wasnt being "that annoying girlfriend" and i'm also mad that he didnt make more of an effort to see me. if he calls tonight i wont answer but what if he doesnt contact me tomorrow? i go to bermuda monday-thurs..and bac to gville on sunday..really i have 3 days i can see him..i have yet to see him

See heres the problem, I have really fallen for him. I've given him my heart and am begging him not to destroy it.
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