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ok..welll this explain the past two days
Wedsday:
well i had cheerleadin practice...and gee lemme tell how fun that was...ugh...well we were stunting a grl in a half..and like...we had to cradle her in the air...in the air she was suppoed to do a twist cradle..well she did...and the first time was gr8...but the second time..she twisted to soon and so she elbowed me in the bridge of my nose..and shit that hurt...especially cuz i blaked out for like 5 seconds and after i noticed i was bleeding like a water fountain! then after i stopped bleeding i figured im ok...so i went bak(not smart at all) and this time wen we did she elbowed me in the collarbone..lol..so now i have a bruise there lol..but i guess thats ok....
Late Afternoon:
alrite..i got in an argument with jorge...on monday i had called him to talk to him and we talked for like an hour..it was so much fun...i was happy..then online that day we got to the subject of us and he was like..i dno if i could ever go out with u again becuz we are two different ppl..and i would just feel weird..so that kinda smashed my hopes....soo today(wedsday if u already forgot) we got in anargument cuz i felt so depressed and i told him i dnt think i could ever talk to him again..i ddnt mean it like literal term but he took it that way and he was like wtf? i cant believe u blah blah blah..i go plz dnt act on inpulse cuz thats wat fuked us up the last time..and he goes...wtf cdnt u tell i ddnt wanna go out with u n e more....u were gettin mad at me all the time and cdnt u see how weird i was acting? that truly did hurt my feelings and labeled him as official asshole in my book...i was so hurt i was like wtf?! lol..but o well he's an ass...that made me cry though...
Evening:
so i was talkin to my 'baby' rick....and he was acting sort of weird..i thought he was just playin around and was mad at me....so then he IMs' me and says hey call me plz...so i called him..and he starts talkin he says......listen baby....i really truly like you and all the things i ever sed are true...but i dnt think i feel as strong for u as u do for me..and i believe we getting to serious..and to be honest..i think we are both too young to be getting so serious....im not ready for a serious relationship..but i really like you and i still wanna be friends....THIS was the icing on the cake..i cdnt take it no more..my only words through the whole conversation was o..ok..well ima call u later bye... i had to just let out all my tears...this was the last thing i wanted to happen u know...i was so upset.......
:( it wasnt very nice....
Thursday:
Well there is another Jorge..he's so much sweeter and nicer and funnier..lol..and he actually knows my ex Jorge...so wen i refer to the nice jorge..he will be called Jorgie.....he relaly listens to me..i called him after rick broke up with me and he was kind about it..he made me happy again..lol..he's also such a big flirt!!!!! lol..i luv it...but n e wayz..he's also friends with rick,.........and um...w.e. its not like im tryin to rush into n e thin n ewayz..i mean COME ON ... how lame do u think i am!?! but i must say he is pretty cute..(with a hot bod) and berry berry sweet...he's a cool friend i must say....
well im out for now..cuz today..(friday) i shall be goin to one of my freinds QUINCE!! yaaaaaaaay! lol..mucho amores!
xo
cristina
Wedsday:
well i had cheerleadin practice...and gee lemme tell how fun that was...ugh...well we were stunting a grl in a half..and like...we had to cradle her in the air...in the air she was suppoed to do a twist cradle..well she did...and the first time was gr8...but the second time..she twisted to soon and so she elbowed me in the bridge of my nose..and shit that hurt...especially cuz i blaked out for like 5 seconds and after i noticed i was bleeding like a water fountain! then after i stopped bleeding i figured im ok...so i went bak(not smart at all) and this time wen we did she elbowed me in the collarbone..lol..so now i have a bruise there lol..but i guess thats ok....
Late Afternoon:
alrite..i got in an argument with jorge...on monday i had called him to talk to him and we talked for like an hour..it was so much fun...i was happy..then online that day we got to the subject of us and he was like..i dno if i could ever go out with u again becuz we are two different ppl..and i would just feel weird..so that kinda smashed my hopes....soo today(wedsday if u already forgot) we got in anargument cuz i felt so depressed and i told him i dnt think i could ever talk to him again..i ddnt mean it like literal term but he took it that way and he was like wtf? i cant believe u blah blah blah..i go plz dnt act on inpulse cuz thats wat fuked us up the last time..and he goes...wtf cdnt u tell i ddnt wanna go out with u n e more....u were gettin mad at me all the time and cdnt u see how weird i was acting? that truly did hurt my feelings and labeled him as official asshole in my book...i was so hurt i was like wtf?! lol..but o well he's an ass...that made me cry though...
Evening:
so i was talkin to my 'baby' rick....and he was acting sort of weird..i thought he was just playin around and was mad at me....so then he IMs' me and says hey call me plz...so i called him..and he starts talkin he says......listen baby....i really truly like you and all the things i ever sed are true...but i dnt think i feel as strong for u as u do for me..and i believe we getting to serious..and to be honest..i think we are both too young to be getting so serious....im not ready for a serious relationship..but i really like you and i still wanna be friends....THIS was the icing on the cake..i cdnt take it no more..my only words through the whole conversation was o..ok..well ima call u later bye... i had to just let out all my tears...this was the last thing i wanted to happen u know...i was so upset.......
:( it wasnt very nice....
Thursday:
Well there is another Jorge..he's so much sweeter and nicer and funnier..lol..and he actually knows my ex Jorge...so wen i refer to the nice jorge..he will be called Jorgie.....he relaly listens to me..i called him after rick broke up with me and he was kind about it..he made me happy again..lol..he's also such a big flirt!!!!! lol..i luv it...but n e wayz..he's also friends with rick,.........and um...w.e. its not like im tryin to rush into n e thin n ewayz..i mean COME ON ... how lame do u think i am!?! but i must say he is pretty cute..(with a hot bod) and berry berry sweet...he's a cool friend i must say....
well im out for now..cuz today..(friday) i shall be goin to one of my freinds QUINCE!! yaaaaaaaay! lol..mucho amores!
xo
cristina