wowowowow!
alrite guyz...i know i know..i havent written in a whiiiiile...but my birthday was fine thank you..and im glad every1 called me to say happy bday..i felt soo special! lol...but n e wayz...wow...my eurotrip is gonna be soooo awesome! i cant fucking wait! its gonna be off the chain my dog! lol..wow never agen..but yea...well n e wayz..my day yesterday are divided into storys soo..u pik which one u find more interesting lol..leave comments! xo0x..
my sneaker story
yesterday i went to aventura with tiff and my sister and my mom...wat a fucking mission to find shoes! ok...first i went to footlocker..nothing...then to champs...i found these blacks nikes which were super nice..they were black..and then i saw these white carmelos and they had gold or w.e. on it...they were nice too...so the only thing though was that they only had kid sizes left in the ones i wanted..so i was like shit..well..i sed...lemme try it on for the heck of it..so it tried on the carmelos in a 6 in kids and they looked ok..they fit gr8 though..and then i tried on the other sneaker..the black nikes fit soo nice! i loved them..i fell in love with them..soi put the on hold..then i went across to footaction...which was cool..i saw the same sneakers..and then i saw these G6's o maaan..i fell in love with them..i wanted them in black and white but they ddnt have n e left so i was like shiiit... lol...and then i tried on the the white and grey ones and they were niiiiice..lol...it was a 6 in kids but i still loved them..they fit like a glove..PLUS they were on sale for $59.99...but my mom was like..noo becuz u already have a pair of white sneakers..plus i like the black ones better..they go with n e thing..i was like ugh fine..so we went bak to champs..i saw the same grl and i told her ima get them..so she's like ok..she goes in the back..and comes bak out sayin...o i cant find the other sneaker..i was like wtf?!?! i was like are you serious? she's like yea im so srry..we dnt know where the other sneaker is and i was just like..w.e. w.e. ..and i would've stayed there and been like well ok..i'll wait till u find them..but my mom was like..no we gotta go we go to pembroke lakes tomaro i gotta go cook b4 those ppl come..im like ugh w.e. finne...and that got me super upset cuz i wanted them soo bad....but w..e so we left.....
car ride home
well we were in the car..and i was listening to my Ipod..i was actually listening to the song by amerie called "like it used to be" and i guess it triggered some emotional nerve in my body..cuz all of a sudden i was overwhelmed with the feelin of me missing jorge..:( i dno..i was 'sleeping'..and then a tear rolled down my face..adn next thing i new i was crying..and my mom was like..aww dont cry...and my sister was like..cristina!! and tiff was like get happy get happy lol..i was just .. i dno...i guess u can say im still not over him..i was crying..like...not SOBBING .. but i was really crying..i started thinking about all the things we did ..good and bad..and i was like...i cant believe i wish it could be back like it used to be...my mom sed i should call him and say "hey why dnt we hang out b4 i leave to europe." but i say no becuz if we aint gonna get bak together and obviously i guess im not COMPLETELY over him..wats the use in talkin to him if he's only gonna be a reminder of wat went wrong and the reason why im hurting... it'll only make things worse ..well for me i think..but you know...w.e. happens happens..right?
MY DREAM
alrite i had a dream last nite that i started going to somerset..and i ran into jorge and he was all buddy buddy...and i almost kissed him on the lips and he was like..no we cant do that n e more..and i was like o shit srry .. lol..but n e wayz yea that was my dream...he needs to get out of my fucking head!!!!
Rick
rick is gr8..he's funny..hilarious! o man..he make me smile all the time..and he's such a sweeet guy..my mom really likes him..and i really like him too...lol..he's taller than me..which is soo gr8!cuz wen he hugs me i feel soo...protected lol..he smells like nautica..and it smells good..he is an AWESOME kisser..lol..and i dno..i feel so comfortable around him..its crazy..like i act soooooo stupid around him...and we just laugh at eachother and joke around...its so much fun to be with him...i really like him..we'll see wat happens after europe..u know...*wink wink* lol..n ewyaz.. well im out hope u enjoyed the storys! xo0xox0ox0ox
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