Ohh Me!!
I was sitting here thinking about convience... why I am plagued with it I don't know... Even my family (well the family that I married into) calls me when it is convient for them. I was sitting here going over my school years and thinking back to all the people that I was "friends" with and it is just astounding how things have turned out.. The one person that I still talk to I did not even go to school with and that is Mandy. I had so many "friends" that is was unreal. I had things to do on the weekends and people to call... What I want to know is where are they all now? Nowhere to be found. Mandy is the only one besides my family that I have in my life that is not there for a convience. Even someone that I was friends with all this time is no longer in my life..... Someone can come back into a "friends" life and you are no longer remembererd.. Granted sometimes I do not have the best qualities of a friend but that is because I put my husband first. It is funny how many people dissapear when you get married. I was so excited about taking on an extended family when I got married. His grandma and uncles wont talk to him anymore because of me.. his cousin only calls me when she needs something from me... I am like what the crap do I have like call me when you need something because I am a convience written on my forhead in writing that they can only see or something. What is going on? It's just sad to know that you cannot really trust anyone anymore. I am greatful for the friendship that I have in Mandy I truly am. I am greatful for my family. If you are reading this and you fall into any of the convient catagories please go ahead and remove your self from my life. Do it now while the pain is here!! I know I sound like I am being down or I am a cry baby but I realized tonight that I am tired of it. I want to say thank you to my family and Mandy for never letting me down when I needed you all the most. My family you know who you are extended as well as real family. Anyways not alot going on going to a hockey game tonight with Brett and some people he works with so that should be entertaining. Maybe I will make friends with their wives or something. Who knows.. Oh well I will get off my soap box now and get some sleep... Love You All ,
Yvette
Yvette