it's a feeling that you cannot miss, it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
i’m back at keene. i spent the most wonderful weekend with family. it’s been so long since i’ve seen many of them and it was as if we’d never been apart, we just picked up right where we left off. my family has something very special. we’re so close and i know i’ll always have them behind me. just spending those few days with them reminded me just how lucky i am for what i have and how important everyone is in my life. during all the festivities i couldn’t help but think of the one person i wanted to be there more than anything. and to my surprise i opened my phone and found a message. the spontaneity in every message, including this one, make me smile even bigger than i already am at that moment; when i think i can’t smile any wider. whoever says that the little things don’t mean as much are wrong. even after all this time he can still give me butterflies.