if you feel like dying you might wanna sing...
just when you think things are at their worst. i went to visit kaitlyn this morning and found out that my friend, mason's little sister was in the car and killed as well. i visited mason and his family this evening and brought flowers. i feel so bad and i dont know what else i can do. i met mason's mom for the first time tonight and they are such sweet people. i hope i never have to go through what they're going through. why does this happen? all the little kids heading to the same soccer game saw it happen. imagine what must be running through their heads right now? i dont want to believe it but after all of this, 4 deaths in one weekend, i cant help but think i'm losing faith. i know that everything happens for a reason but i cant comprehend this. i dont understand why things like this happen in the first place, i dont understand why innocent people have to die. i wish i had the answers but i know that it's all for God to decide. i cant help but question why such pain has to be brought into peoples lives, especially when it involves the death of wonderful people. i find it terrifying how this seems to happen every year, every soccer season actually. at least one person dies every year that greatly affects our team and i just want all of this to stop. the questions will keep on reeling but hopefully i'll get to clear my mind for at least a few hours. and if i'm lucky, the answers i'm looking for will come to me in my sleep.