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me and sherrie got into it again today cuz she doesnt know when to shut up, i was having a wonderful day before she came to my house and started yelling at me. but w/e i got to say some stuff to her. and ten amanda imed me and told me that her mom said she thinks i was stoned and thats why i was acting like that.
I THINK THAT I JUST HAVE A LOW BULLSHIT TOLERANCE LEVEL. and maybe depression.
but whatever i got to talk to david. that makes me smile just thinking about it, we had an ok convo, i cried once or twice only cuz i care sooo much about him and hes going through soo much shit right now and i wish i could get there and make it better in some way!!
but he knows i care! and he cares about me too so everything is going good!
well im off to try and sleep again!! i closed my eyes and see nothing(i try and think about good but i dont see him or it), and its weird cuz thats what david says he sees when he closes his eyes, its like were somehow connected and i feel his pain, and i see what he sees, idk ITS CRAZY!!!!
night everyone!
♥
I THINK THAT I JUST HAVE A LOW BULLSHIT TOLERANCE LEVEL. and maybe depression.
but whatever i got to talk to david. that makes me smile just thinking about it, we had an ok convo, i cried once or twice only cuz i care sooo much about him and hes going through soo much shit right now and i wish i could get there and make it better in some way!!
but he knows i care! and he cares about me too so everything is going good!
well im off to try and sleep again!! i closed my eyes and see nothing(i try and think about good but i dont see him or it), and its weird cuz thats what david says he sees when he closes his eyes, its like were somehow connected and i feel his pain, and i see what he sees, idk ITS CRAZY!!!!
night everyone!
♥